​keep it a buck im lonely af by yesterday Lyrics

[Chorus]
Lookin' at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I'ma disappear when they need me the most

[Verse 1]
Catch me flyin' out to LA
Runnin' round these fuckin' circles
Got a smile that's deceiving
You can hear it in my vocals
I been cryin' in my bedroom
I been dyin' just to see you
Can I get over this hurdle?
Or will I fall and crack my skull?

[Chorus]
Lookin at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I'ma disappear when they need me the most
[Verse 2]
I'll be good enough for ya one day
But for now I'll sit here waitin'
Hoping this will work its way out
But I doubt it, I'm decaying
Wish my life had some more meanin'
Wish these pills would fuckin' work
Wish my head wasn't so fucked up
Wish these feelings didn't hurt