​burden boy by yesterday Lyrics

[Chorus]
My shawty think I drink too much
My homies know I think too much
I crack a 40
Roll a dutch
Pop Ambien to sleep
I pour some out for all my team
I wear my heart out on my sleeves
A burden boy until I die
I hope it ends tonight

[Post-Chorus]
Oh
You do not know what the fuck that I've been through
Oh
Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
Oh
You can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you
Fuck all these feelings
I'd rather not deal
Pull up in the whip
Put my head to the steel
[Verse]
Oh
I'm sorry if you found out
Oh
I wonder how you're doing
Put the past right out my brain
I never will address a thing
Slowly decay by 21
My soul will lead me to my grave
My hair is blonde
My heart is black
These bitches never hit me back
My headphones on
As I walk alone
Through places
Used to call my home
I just wanna drink my life away
With hopes that I won't wake today
I hate how people give a shit
Just let me rest in peace

[Chorus]
My shawty think I drink too much
My homies know I think too much
I crack a 40
Roll a dutch
Pop Ambien to sleep
I pour some out for all my team
I wear my heart out on my sleeves
A burden boy until I die
I hope it ends tonight
[Post-Chorus]
Oh
You do not know what the fuck that I've been through
Oh
Writin' these songs just to vent 'bout my issues
Oh
You can tell by all the lyrics that I fuckin' miss you
Fuck all these feelings
I'd rather not deal
Pull up in the whip
Put my head to the steel