​idle by xona Lyrics

[Verse 1: xona]
And they bring me back
And it's the worst of me
It's the worst of me
I would take it back
That I left my dreams
That I left my dreams
Why'd you break my heart?
Left in the dark, caught me off guard
So I try and I try my best
To look good from the rest
I don't think I ever have to try
Being here for me, do you think I'd hear a lie?
I'm suddenly the bad guy
Where I've missed my chance
Don't hold my hand

[Chorus: xona]
So we cry, regrets
When I feel this way, I can't feel okay
And I feel so lost
When I talk to her nothing feels off
You're the only one, you're only one I'd fall
For us, I'll do it again and again, again
'Cause I won't forget
[Verse 2: quannnic]
Got to remind you when I decide to
I always fuck up 'cause I'm never enough
And that body I saw, was it never alive?
Just seeing signs, was it all just a lie?
One-sided dice, continuous fights
All from one side for the rest of your life
Roll it again and again and again
Cannot get out and it will never end

[Chorus: xona]
So we cry, regrets
When I feel this way, I can't feel okay
And I feel so lost
When I talk to her nothing feels off
You're the only one, you're only one I'd fall
For us, I'll do it again and again, again
'Cause I won't forget