Revealing Hope by killedmyself Lyrics
[Intro: Sample]
But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness, and unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying, "I'm hurting" and they say, "Don't worry, we got your back."
And the only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel
[Hook: Lil Lotus]
And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."
[Bridge: Lil Lotus]
(I'm not okay, I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[Hook: Lil Lotus]
And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."
[Outro: Sample]
But, you know, there are lot of sleepless nights, and there's a lot of stress and there's a lot of, you know, and sometimes your friends and family call you and go, "Why haven't you done anything for a week?"
And you're like, "I wish- I'm just hurting."
You know, just, "Please ask me if I'm okay instead of yelling at me."
"Right."
You know there- there-
It's unfortunately unavoidable, but like I said, the reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our wellbeing and... Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and they say, "Are you okay?" and that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and, umm, concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on
But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness, and unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying, "I'm hurting" and they say, "Don't worry, we got your back."
And the only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel
[Hook: Lil Lotus]
And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."
[Bridge: Lil Lotus]
(I'm not okay, I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
(I'm not okay)
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[Hook: Lil Lotus]
And I know that I gotta die someday
So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains
And all my friends say the same fucking thing:
"You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay."
[Outro: Sample]
But, you know, there are lot of sleepless nights, and there's a lot of stress and there's a lot of, you know, and sometimes your friends and family call you and go, "Why haven't you done anything for a week?"
And you're like, "I wish- I'm just hurting."
You know, just, "Please ask me if I'm okay instead of yelling at me."
"Right."
You know there- there-
It's unfortunately unavoidable, but like I said, the reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our wellbeing and... Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and they say, "Are you okay?" and that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and, umm, concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on