WORST by kid c. Lyrics

PART ONE

[Hook]
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
Top of the game but I'll leave in a Hearse
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
I don't want change, bury me in the dirt
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
I wanna die, cannot wait to leave Earth
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
And I never been church cause I feel like I'm cursed

[Verse 1]
Man, I ain't shit, alone, I'ma live
I'ma drown in my sorrows, I'm sunken like this
I wish I was rich, big plans for the kid
But I know that my dreams, man, they all counterfeit
My life on the edge, the knife to my chest
I'm the type to keep shit to myself 'til the end
I might be the best to your girl
I'm depressed, ain't we all?
But the rest are pretending we're friends
But mine are all dead, there's nobody left
I talk to myself so my day stayin' fresh
I big myself up but I put myself down and
I think that my life's gonna end in a mess
Yeah, maybe it will get all better tonight
Maybe it will get all better tonight
Maybe, it will change for better tonight
Maybe, I will not be dead nor alive
Maybe the kid stuck in purgotory
But I never changed, I've been working all week
I am convinced that my life turned to shit
When I started to fake living luxuriously
Since the kid changed, he don't feel like no human
Placing the blame on the people he choosin'
I am an animal, I should not speak
Cause I'm killing myself, man, I'm so fucking weak
Yeah, I think I'm going insane and
I know I deserve all the blame but
I'ma say that I'm the best in the game
And then people'll back up that claim, yuh
Yuh, I'm stuck, I'm surrounded by feelings
Of anger and hatred and sadness and meaning
I might join my friends and I might face my demons
I'll say to myself, I'm the worst
[Hook]
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
Top of the game but I'll leave in a Hearse
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
I don't want change, bury me in the dirt
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
I wanna die, cannot wait to leave Earth
Man, I'm the worst, man, I'm the worst
And I never been church cause I feel like I'm cursed

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I don't wanna rap anymore (no)
I think I'ma wrap it all up (nah)
I know that I'm better off living a life on my own
I'm a crack in the wall (crack)
Yes, the kid is depressed
I cannot fake feelings no more, I'm a mess
Keep sending me texts
Keep asking me "How are you doing?"
You know I'ma leave you on sent (on sent)
Again, I cannot break it no more (yeah)
Again, I cannot break through my wall (nah)
Again, I cannot make it out of my own head
And I think they're replacing me all, yeah
Maybe I'll end up in heaven tonight (oh)
Maybe I'll end up in heaven tonight (oh)
Maybe I'll make it to heaven alright (oh)
Maybe I'll know if I'm dead or alive (oh, oh)
Bitch, I am not playing no more
Cause this my final day, I'm leaving y'all
Shit, I need to just understand why
I've been wanting to die, I don't get it at all
Maybe it might be about all my exes
Maybe it might be the faking, the flexing
Maybe it might just be me overacting
I'll quit then I'll die when I've left it, yeah
Fuck the whole industry, fuck what I wish to be
Fuck where I'm headed, I'm 'bout to be history
I think the answers will stay as a mystery
I think I'm bound to just sink in my misery
Yeah, maybe I'll end it tonight
End up in heaven tonight, yeah, yeah
Maybe I'll end it tonight
End up in heaven tonight, yuh
[Outro]
Will it be better tonight?
Will it be better tonight, yeah
Will it be better tonight?
Will I be dead or alive, yuh
Will it be better tonight?
Will it be better tonight, yeah
Will it be better tonight?
Will I be dead or alive, c

PART TWO

[Intro]
Yah, yah, yah
Yeah, yah, yah
Yah, yah, yah
Yeah, yeah, yo

[Verse]
Since I died, I'm feelin' better than I did (did)
Maybe Heaven would be better, I can wish (wish)
I've been telling everybody what I did (did)
Put a Glock right near my brain and pull the trig (trig)
I picture that I'm on an island, that I ball (that I ball)
The diamonds making everybody turn to gold (turn to gold)
I think that I could try and maybe break the law (break the law)
Even though I'm dead, I got nowhere and man, I'm bored (man, I'm bored, yuh)
Yuh, I got stories but you know that I ain't sharing 'em (I ain't sharin' em)
Drink the 40 with lil Corey, there's no saving 'im (there's no saving 'im)
Poppin' pills and cuttin' meals and chasing deals
And hoping maybe in a couple years, I'm back on Earth, I'm realer, yuh (realer, yuh)
But I'm out of options, I know I ain't choosing right (choosing right)
Live in boxes like I'm gonna make it, do or die (do or die)
I'm stuck in Hell again, I know I ain't been choosin' right (choosin' right!)
Why the fuck am I still breathing, yeah, I choose to die (choose to die)
[Outro]
Yeah
Yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die
Yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die
Yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die
Yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die, yeah, I choose to die
Maybe I can die, maybe I can die
Maybe do it right, maybe do it right
I don't know what I'ma do anymore

[Outro]
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