Polish by kais Lyrics

I wake up and i fuck up
U love me but u stuck up
All yo problems bout my struggle
U still mad but u wantin to cuddle
So i get up, i brush my teeth, and i look in the mirror
Then i think
And i hate myself for the words in my head
I would rather be dead than to hear myself again

I don't wanna live any longer
No one knows my struggle so ill try to be stronger
I don't wanna hurt no one so i hurt myself
All i need is a gun and a hand to end it all
All i need is a friend to catch my fall
Its all my fault
I don't wanna leave soon, but i have to