my epiphany by kahal Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm going to disappear from the spotlight of my peers
And no-one will even notice, or care
Well, I’m going to disappear
I was scared of the end but now that it's here
It seems so clear, and simple
[Bridge]
But I don't hate you, I don’t hate you
No I don't hate you, I don't hate you
But I don't hate you, I don't hate you
No I don't hate you, I don't hate you
[Verse 2]
It's a deep feeling you get, when your met with your death
I’m stuck inside this room, until I am chained
I haven’t the sunlight in four days
All I've eaten is bread and some celery
I’m trying to hold on too every memory
How did I get lured so cleverly
I feel like I'm being used of my energy
[Bridge]
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
[Refrain]
Eden, Eden
Eden, Eden
You demon, Eden
Eden, Eden
[Verse 3]
Goodbye mother, and goodbye father
I'm sorry I never told you I loved you or cared about you
There was food in my fridge, but I only wanted to jump off a bridge
I could be happy in the moment but I was not when I was reflecting
The more I think about it, the more I know I've been tested
I’m a disgrace, I'm in a terrible situation
The person I love, is trying to put me in institution
Her family is crazy, and her name is eden
I know I never told you this but please hear me out
Over the past few weeks, I've changed
I don't feel deranged
That's since been exchanged
For this blasphemy that I'm in
So my final goodbye, is this, I guess
I love you both
Sincerely, Blair
I'm going to disappear from the spotlight of my peers
And no-one will even notice, or care
Well, I’m going to disappear
I was scared of the end but now that it's here
It seems so clear, and simple
[Bridge]
But I don't hate you, I don’t hate you
No I don't hate you, I don't hate you
But I don't hate you, I don't hate you
No I don't hate you, I don't hate you
[Verse 2]
It's a deep feeling you get, when your met with your death
I’m stuck inside this room, until I am chained
I haven’t the sunlight in four days
All I've eaten is bread and some celery
I’m trying to hold on too every memory
How did I get lured so cleverly
I feel like I'm being used of my energy
[Bridge]
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
I think I hate you, think I hate you
[Refrain]
Eden, Eden
Eden, Eden
You demon, Eden
Eden, Eden
[Verse 3]
Goodbye mother, and goodbye father
I'm sorry I never told you I loved you or cared about you
There was food in my fridge, but I only wanted to jump off a bridge
I could be happy in the moment but I was not when I was reflecting
The more I think about it, the more I know I've been tested
I’m a disgrace, I'm in a terrible situation
The person I love, is trying to put me in institution
Her family is crazy, and her name is eden
I know I never told you this but please hear me out
Over the past few weeks, I've changed
I don't feel deranged
That's since been exchanged
For this blasphemy that I'm in
So my final goodbye, is this, I guess
I love you both
Sincerely, Blair