ROSEGARDEN by j. sula Lyrics

[Verse 1]
You can't tell me I'm not changing
You can't tell me we're not aging
Awful thoughts all in my playlist
Been at fault and I been blameless, aye
What you know about me?
What you on about?
When they talk about me, what they talk about?
Uh, I'm tired of it, I'm tired of it
I'm tryna white dove it, I'm rising above it
I'm rising above you, I don't wanna love you
I don't wanna love you, I can't help but to love you

[Chorus]
Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah
Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah
I'm in the garden of stumps
I'm in a garden and numb
I'm on year 2 going dumb
I cover the past with a thumb
[Verse 2]
You wanna talk about trust, baby
I don't wan' have this discussion, lately
I feel I'm lacking the gumption
Running from it on my Forrest Gump ish, yah
Yah, I was on top for a little bit
Heard the news, hurt a lot for a little bit
Sitting on the docks, drank a little bit
Looked down at the sea and went swimming in, yah
Ocean so dark, and I couldn't see ya
Pressures so high that you couldn't believe, I
Monsoon came through and it flooded my garden
But I followed through, dropped a little seed out

[Bridge]
Ah, ah, ah ah
Mangoes, painted toes
Mangrove, pantyhose
West coast, Demi Rose