​hands are tied by in earnest Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I feel it all too much yet not at all
Facing a landslide, facing a wall
Don't debilitate, I'm just chasing the ball
Chasing the ball
Can't remember a thing but I remember how this feels
How can I write a song when you've got the wheel?
How can I, when my hands are tied?

[Verse 2]
I want to turn all the pages and play all the keys
Visit all the places that you've ever been
I want to track you down and finish you off
Because you constantly tell me I'm not good enough
I need to walk the staircase but you're walking ahead
I need some space but you're tracing my steps
How can I, when my hands arе tied?

[Verse 3]
I carry the weight of a thousand books
But don't know what pagе I'm on
My friend said that I'll be okay
Turns out they were wrong
I'm taking my pills, doing my time
Pour my heart out in a song
The only thing I know is I don't think I can go on
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