I Dont Wanna Be Sad Anymore by hailyn heisler Lyrics

Can't wash this feelin'
Early mornin', tryin' to conceal it
Fake a smile, 'cause I know they'll see it
Maybe if I do, then I'll believe it too
Maybe I'll believe it, too

When it hurts too much I can't shake the thought
But I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
I've got my heart made up but when I'm in my head
It's terrifyin', I'm not lyin'

I've been runnin', runnin', runnin' so long
Away from me, from me
I just wanna be alright, is that wrong?
Feelin' worse than before
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be sad anymore

Lost who I am
Clench my teeth as I just let it sink in
All I know is where I let it begin
Sick of being someone I don't even know
Someone I don't even know
When it hurts too much I can't shake the thought
But I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
I've got my heart made up but when I'm in my head
It's terrifyin', I'm not lyin'

I've been runnin', runnin', runnin' so long
Away from me, from me
I just wanna be alright, is that wrong?
Feelin' worse than before
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be sad anymore
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be sad anymore

When it hurts too much I can't shake the thought
But I'm tryin', I'm tryin'
I've got my heart made up but when I'm in my head
It's terrifyin'

I've been runnin', runnin', runnin' so long
Away from me, from me
I just wanna be alright, is that wrong?
Feelin' worse than before
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be sad anymore
I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be sad anymore
I don't wanna be sad anymore