Window by guardin Lyrics
[Intro]
6AM, stagnant as ever
I'm severing my brain tryna understand this weather
The snow plow comes and goes but I'm certain however
The nightmares ain't gettin' much better
It's a fucked up world when your mind's got you subdued
To finger foods and skewed views in altitudes
Higher than you were last night when you allu
-ded to the problem but you know it's gonna obtrude
I'm choking on these bad thoughts in my trachea
Shaking in the middle of the night, afraid of waking ya
It's not safe, at least my mind's tryna save me
Yeah, I thought that for a while, but its demons in my aisle
I suppose
Just give it time baby, let my mind unfold
[Verse]
Never certain of the problem in fact
I'm insecure as all hell got me pacing it back
Facin' blunts, never fears, too afraid to react
Cause time is precious and I ain't tryna waste all of that
My aura dances like auroras out in Kansas
Spillin' my colors out onto a canvas
A reincarnation of Sam Francis, clashing with Clyfford Still
I'm swallowing all these pills, my mind is making me ill
But still
I pick it up again, you pray for me and shout amen
I'm wishin' that he shot him then and stained his fuckin' cardigan Cause life is fucking hard again, I'm swimmin' way too deep
Where your history is buried & the people never sleep
Never speak a fucking word so you feelin' like an outcast
Outlast, go home, listen to some Outkast
3000 reasons to live so now there's contrast
Layin' out your demons lookin' at em through an eyeglass
There minuscule if you really think about it
I mean patience is much needed when you're weighing out your options
Suicide on my mind but ain't no bullet gonna stop it
Rid it all with energy & pack this piece up with the chronic
I'll be chillin' the astral zone
The mic be on
Embedded in my psyche, gone
I'm just passing all this time so my night's prolonged
I don't sleep on mother fuckers, yeah, I just yawn
6AM, stagnant as ever
I'm severing my brain tryna understand this weather
The snow plow comes and goes but I'm certain however
The nightmares ain't gettin' much better
It's a fucked up world when your mind's got you subdued
To finger foods and skewed views in altitudes
Higher than you were last night when you allu
-ded to the problem but you know it's gonna obtrude
I'm choking on these bad thoughts in my trachea
Shaking in the middle of the night, afraid of waking ya
It's not safe, at least my mind's tryna save me
Yeah, I thought that for a while, but its demons in my aisle
I suppose
Just give it time baby, let my mind unfold
[Verse]
Never certain of the problem in fact
I'm insecure as all hell got me pacing it back
Facin' blunts, never fears, too afraid to react
Cause time is precious and I ain't tryna waste all of that
My aura dances like auroras out in Kansas
Spillin' my colors out onto a canvas
A reincarnation of Sam Francis, clashing with Clyfford Still
I'm swallowing all these pills, my mind is making me ill
But still
I pick it up again, you pray for me and shout amen
I'm wishin' that he shot him then and stained his fuckin' cardigan Cause life is fucking hard again, I'm swimmin' way too deep
Where your history is buried & the people never sleep
Never speak a fucking word so you feelin' like an outcast
Outlast, go home, listen to some Outkast
3000 reasons to live so now there's contrast
Layin' out your demons lookin' at em through an eyeglass
There minuscule if you really think about it
I mean patience is much needed when you're weighing out your options
Suicide on my mind but ain't no bullet gonna stop it
Rid it all with energy & pack this piece up with the chronic
I'll be chillin' the astral zone
The mic be on
Embedded in my psyche, gone
I'm just passing all this time so my night's prolonged
I don't sleep on mother fuckers, yeah, I just yawn