Shattered by ellysa Lyrics

This is not okay but I can't get away
I'm trapped inside
This is not alright this doesn't feel nice
But I'm trapped in my mind

I shudder at your touch
I'm feeling way too much
Or I feel nothing at all
I cannot sleep
I cannot breathe
I could not fight you off

In my dreams, in my nightmares
Where I sleep, you're still right there
I'm shattered, pieces scattered
I'm shattered, pieces scattered

I open my mouth
But can't get a word out
Before voices fly
"She showed too much
She shouldn't fuss"
So I hide my cries
I don't understand
How can any man
Get away with body theft
I think surely it's a crime
Or is the fault all mine?
What truth is there left?

In my dreams, in my nightmares
Where I sleep, you're still right there
I'm shattered, pieces scattered
I'm shattered, pieces scattered

What's on docket 103?
Emotional murder in the first degree
What's on docket 111?
Just two counts of body invasion
Why don't we let him go free?
Jail might mess with his college degree
What's on docket 710?
The "she asked for it" excuse again
Who cares if she never sleeps again?
Who cares if a life is ruined again?
Who cares if a perp walks again?
Who cares, who cares if it goes round again?

I cannot sleep
I cannot breathe
I could not fight you off
In my dreams, in my nightmares
Where I sleep, you're still right there
When I go out and about
You still drag me to the ground
I'm shattered, pieces scattered
I'm shattered, pieces scattered