​sad happy by ellysa Lyrics

I’m a sad happy little girl
Unimpressed with this world
A bubbly sappy woman in black
Waiting for my passion to come back
I’m an angry hippie a happy goth
I don’t care how I come across
A sad happy little girl
A stranger in this rainbow world

I’m a depressed hyped-up girl who can’t think
Saying things I don’t even mean
A lazy go-getter damsel in distraction
Too bold, too afraid to take action
A west coast midwest drama queen
I sleep in till noon just so I can dream
A sad happy little girl
A stranger in this rainbow world

Don’t test me, no
Don’t say hello
My mask’s too heavy
Today for me to hold
Don’t look at me
Or I’ll scream
Cause my insides
Are eating me
Don’t look me
In the eyes
It just might lead
To my demise
I’m an old school new wave disco queen
The world’s a stage but I hate this scene
I’m a runner, a fighter, a pacifist
With my heart open and clenched fists
I’m a put together disastrous mess
I want to get more by doing less
A sad happy little girl
A stranger in this rainbow world

Don’t test me, no
Don’t say hello
My mask’s too heavy
Today for me to hold
Don’t look at me
Or I’ll scream
Cause my insides
Are eating me
Don’t look me
In the eyes
It just might lead
To my demise

I’m a sad happy little girl
Wishing I felt normal in this world
An outsider inside my own little club
For hearts broken by life’s mix ups
Just a sad happy little girl
A sad happy silly girl
A sad happy little girl
A stranger in this rainbow world