Partys Over by Zeij Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I watch from my corner above
As my friends speak their worst thoughts
I never knew they had it in them
And you took the liberty of self defeatingly
Making up a story they would believe in
All of my wishes and deep darkest feelings
They seem to stem from a heavy needing
A circle for disclosure
But I guess the party's over
From myself I'll go for more receiving
[Chorus]
I guess we’re all tryna’ go somewhere
Just kinda wish you were by my side
But even if we’re separate out there
I hope you still make it out alive
Its funny to think we got here
But I had a feeling
It was only a matter of time
So even if we’re separate out there
Something tells me we’re gonna be alright
[Verse 2]
Falling wasn't good to me
Too blinding and I couldn't see
And I know misery loves company
As much as you claim to love yourself
I’m finding insecurity
Keeps you safe but isn’t good for me
And I'm still shaking off your energy
Its fine, its fine, know I’ll be fine
I hope you find your better options
Turn out to be more than crutches
And if it's for the best, I know you’ll be happy
But I can't stay guilty even though I’m sorry
[Chorus]
I guess we’re all tryna’ go somewhere
Just kinda wish you were by my side
But even if we’re separate out there
I hope you still make it out alive
Its funny to think we got here
But I had a feeling
It was only a matter of time
So even if we’re separate out there
Something tells me we’re gonna be alright
[Bridge]
That's just one more mess that I'm drowning by it
And I get all messed up when I think about it
And I keep telling myself I can live without it
But if it hurts to leave then I guess I found it
And I could speak my mind
But it doesn't matter
You always knew the truth
But that's another matter
Go keep yourself in check
If it makes you happy
You let the bad ones stay
And then call it family
[Verse 3]
I said you’re the sweetest
Is she really? Yeah, she caught my eye
Always tryna find my weakness
I get something from a different high
Instigate the sequence (Oh yeah)
Something that you don't decide
I am somewhere unknown
But you got me (Oh, oh, oh)
[Outro]
If I am what you’re searching for
Hold my head under stars that you hung for me
Go ahead and it's yours
Yeah, your feelings are strong
But there's so much to believe in
I watch from my corner above
As my friends speak their worst thoughts
I never knew they had it in them
And you took the liberty of self defeatingly
Making up a story they would believe in
All of my wishes and deep darkest feelings
They seem to stem from a heavy needing
A circle for disclosure
But I guess the party's over
From myself I'll go for more receiving
[Chorus]
I guess we’re all tryna’ go somewhere
Just kinda wish you were by my side
But even if we’re separate out there
I hope you still make it out alive
Its funny to think we got here
But I had a feeling
It was only a matter of time
So even if we’re separate out there
Something tells me we’re gonna be alright
[Verse 2]
Falling wasn't good to me
Too blinding and I couldn't see
And I know misery loves company
As much as you claim to love yourself
I’m finding insecurity
Keeps you safe but isn’t good for me
And I'm still shaking off your energy
Its fine, its fine, know I’ll be fine
I hope you find your better options
Turn out to be more than crutches
And if it's for the best, I know you’ll be happy
But I can't stay guilty even though I’m sorry
[Chorus]
I guess we’re all tryna’ go somewhere
Just kinda wish you were by my side
But even if we’re separate out there
I hope you still make it out alive
Its funny to think we got here
But I had a feeling
It was only a matter of time
So even if we’re separate out there
Something tells me we’re gonna be alright
[Bridge]
That's just one more mess that I'm drowning by it
And I get all messed up when I think about it
And I keep telling myself I can live without it
But if it hurts to leave then I guess I found it
And I could speak my mind
But it doesn't matter
You always knew the truth
But that's another matter
Go keep yourself in check
If it makes you happy
You let the bad ones stay
And then call it family
[Verse 3]
I said you’re the sweetest
Is she really? Yeah, she caught my eye
Always tryna find my weakness
I get something from a different high
Instigate the sequence (Oh yeah)
Something that you don't decide
I am somewhere unknown
But you got me (Oh, oh, oh)
[Outro]
If I am what you’re searching for
Hold my head under stars that you hung for me
Go ahead and it's yours
Yeah, your feelings are strong
But there's so much to believe in