I Mightve Had Too Much by Yetipolk Lyrics

I didn't know how much i drank before i came
Because i usually dont go to these kinds of things
My anxiety is really getting into me now

All my friends have friends that are going
So sooner or later ima start feeling lonely
Ill go wander off maybe go sit on the end of the couch

When i walked in
I saw you with him
Then everything went numb

So i took one shot, two shots too many
Cuz i dont think that i was ready to be
Right here with you in the setting of this
Seriously overrated high school party
So i took three shots, four shots too many
Then i took one more just to see if it would hit me
Now im lying on the floor but im suddenly forgetting
That i ever fucking saw you at this godforsaken gathering
And i swear i miss you but i dont want to anymore
And i say i hate you because it’s true

I never thought id see the day that you would change
After everything nothing was the same
Then you went and left me just like that
So you could start another life that wasn't holding you back
So i left you alone, never wanted to see you again
But now you're here and every inch of my body regrets
Ever leaving my goddamn room
I thought i was ready, my heart’s too heavy

So i took one shot, two shots too many
Cuz i dont think that i was ready to be
Right here with you in the setting of this
Seriously overrated high school party
So i took three shots, four shots too many
Then i took one more just to see if it would hit me
Now im lying on the floor but im suddenly forgetting
That i ever fucking saw you at this godforsaken gathering

And i swear i miss you but i dont want to anymore
And i say i hate you because it's true