Eradicate by Xurbulentt Lyrics
Don’t believe in god but I pray for help
No one wanna save me, I’ll save myself
Never wanna replicate the pain I felt
I’m immune to it all, we all strangers now
And I struggle to deal with reality, struggle to deal with the bullshit
Now I might put a gun to myself in the night, try to empty a full clip
Suicidal thoughts taking over me
I don’t recognise myself at all, no one seems to notice me
My life began to spiral uncontrollably
And I don’t know how to talk about it openly
Just look how dismissive I’ve turned
All thesе bitches I swerved, all thеse bridges I burned
I got nowhere to go, it’s a road that I chose
And I’m blowing your phone, I can’t cope on my own
I need a break from sobriety
Struggle to sleep but I’m suffering silently
But I like the pills they supplying me
Finally, I can escape my anxiety
Feeling so lost in society
No light in the tunnel that I can see
I’m not in a place where I’d like to be
Fucked up my life and it’s my fault entirely
People round here treat me different now
Don’t speak to me if you don’t wish me well
This life that I’m living’s a living hell
I need to break out of this prison cell
You made a mistake and I let it slide
They don’t question your morals, they question mine
I’m always alone, I’m just getting by
I ain’t got no feelings I’m dead inside
You were blinded by hope to not see the truth
I’m not proud of the way that I treated you
I was making mistakes, what people do
You needed me more than I needed you
Smashing these girls at a rapid rate
My mental health hit a tragic state
I took the wrong turn down the passageway
And I’m the one you should eradicate
No one wanna save me, I’ll save myself
Never wanna replicate the pain I felt
I’m immune to it all, we all strangers now
And I struggle to deal with reality, struggle to deal with the bullshit
Now I might put a gun to myself in the night, try to empty a full clip
Suicidal thoughts taking over me
I don’t recognise myself at all, no one seems to notice me
My life began to spiral uncontrollably
And I don’t know how to talk about it openly
Just look how dismissive I’ve turned
All thesе bitches I swerved, all thеse bridges I burned
I got nowhere to go, it’s a road that I chose
And I’m blowing your phone, I can’t cope on my own
I need a break from sobriety
Struggle to sleep but I’m suffering silently
But I like the pills they supplying me
Finally, I can escape my anxiety
Feeling so lost in society
No light in the tunnel that I can see
I’m not in a place where I’d like to be
Fucked up my life and it’s my fault entirely
People round here treat me different now
Don’t speak to me if you don’t wish me well
This life that I’m living’s a living hell
I need to break out of this prison cell
You made a mistake and I let it slide
They don’t question your morals, they question mine
I’m always alone, I’m just getting by
I ain’t got no feelings I’m dead inside
You were blinded by hope to not see the truth
I’m not proud of the way that I treated you
I was making mistakes, what people do
You needed me more than I needed you
Smashing these girls at a rapid rate
My mental health hit a tragic state
I took the wrong turn down the passageway
And I’m the one you should eradicate