Chest Pains Acoustic Version by Xurbulentt Lyrics
Chest pains making me sleepless
I panic in the night, I’m exposing my weakness
I opened up to her and I told her my secrets
Played with her heart then I tore it to pieces
My father wishes he could have his father back
The nicest people get mistreated, where’s the karma at?
Now every night I fear I’m gonna have a heart attack
I try to stay relaxed when I feel anxious, there’s an art to that
We’re all gonna die so don’t you get it twisted
I’m only renting my life until I get evicted
From this existence, I’m honest I’m not pessimistic
But when the good ones are gone, I will be left with this bitch
I see a lot of people looking down on me
Like I’m in the dirt and they’re on the balcony
I see these businessmen tryna steal my salary
And still have the audacity to say they looking out for me
Corruption leaves me losing focus, feeling hopeless
I start to wonder if I end it all who’ll even notice?
Don’t know if I wanna lose my life or not
I got a fear of dying but I’m having suicidal thoughts
Cause it cost money to breathe, it cost money to live
And my so-called friends wanna forget I exist
I have no evidence to say they’ll be proving me wrong
But they’ll say how much they cared for me as soon as I’m gone
I don’t got the facts but I got suspicions
And if it turns out to be true, she is not forgiven
I’m not misogynistic, I know she is not the victim
Now I’m out here looking for direction, I’m a lost civilian
Ay, everybody’s clock is ticking
You gotta accept you will die and remain optimistic
The more I learned about life the more I lost ambition
Wrong decisions left me all abandoned with no pot to piss in
And I’m tired of being fed lies by politicians
My destiny’s in the hands of those in top positions
Can’t put my faith in people that belong in prison
And doctors are diagnosing patients with the wrong conditions, ah
Is anybody competent?
Is a fucking piece of paper an accomplishment?
Is it toxic if she’s the one who’s dominant?
Is it harassment if I try to pay a compliment?
Uh, I don’t see the pictures these people are painting
Delusional ideas means your vision is tainted
I’m sick of the blaming, I give up with the dating
I go online and all I see is fictitious relations
There’s nobody to trust no more, myself included
I got fucked over once, I never felt so stupid
And then I did the same to others when I felt secluded
I’m just a product of the system and I helped pollute it
I panic in the night, I’m exposing my weakness
I opened up to her and I told her my secrets
Played with her heart then I tore it to pieces
My father wishes he could have his father back
The nicest people get mistreated, where’s the karma at?
Now every night I fear I’m gonna have a heart attack
I try to stay relaxed when I feel anxious, there’s an art to that
We’re all gonna die so don’t you get it twisted
I’m only renting my life until I get evicted
From this existence, I’m honest I’m not pessimistic
But when the good ones are gone, I will be left with this bitch
I see a lot of people looking down on me
Like I’m in the dirt and they’re on the balcony
I see these businessmen tryna steal my salary
And still have the audacity to say they looking out for me
Corruption leaves me losing focus, feeling hopeless
I start to wonder if I end it all who’ll even notice?
Don’t know if I wanna lose my life or not
I got a fear of dying but I’m having suicidal thoughts
Cause it cost money to breathe, it cost money to live
And my so-called friends wanna forget I exist
I have no evidence to say they’ll be proving me wrong
But they’ll say how much they cared for me as soon as I’m gone
I don’t got the facts but I got suspicions
And if it turns out to be true, she is not forgiven
I’m not misogynistic, I know she is not the victim
Now I’m out here looking for direction, I’m a lost civilian
Ay, everybody’s clock is ticking
You gotta accept you will die and remain optimistic
The more I learned about life the more I lost ambition
Wrong decisions left me all abandoned with no pot to piss in
And I’m tired of being fed lies by politicians
My destiny’s in the hands of those in top positions
Can’t put my faith in people that belong in prison
And doctors are diagnosing patients with the wrong conditions, ah
Is anybody competent?
Is a fucking piece of paper an accomplishment?
Is it toxic if she’s the one who’s dominant?
Is it harassment if I try to pay a compliment?
Uh, I don’t see the pictures these people are painting
Delusional ideas means your vision is tainted
I’m sick of the blaming, I give up with the dating
I go online and all I see is fictitious relations
There’s nobody to trust no more, myself included
I got fucked over once, I never felt so stupid
And then I did the same to others when I felt secluded
I’m just a product of the system and I helped pollute it