The love letter youll never get by Xnothecreator Lyrics
Had to take your name up out my rhymes
'Cuz to this fucking day you haunt my mind
All them talks we had before you shut the door
And left my heart on the porch
So I sit on these front steps and spark a port
To smoke to the pain away
And I been losing faith in what I’m fighting for
Always wanted more
But never thought that I deserved it
Then you
Came into my life and made me feel like I was worth it
What a circus
It was all an act
Pull up with a loaded gat
And left off seven shots into my soul
Now there's a hole inside my psyche
Picking up the pieces of my broken heart
Thinkin how you said it'd never work
Cuz we too far apart
Well
Now this fallen angel cast from heaven
Stranded in the dark
With
No one there lead him to the light
He out there on his own
I was tryna show you what you missing
That you’re not alone
But
Then I go to twitter
See you kissing guess I'm fucking gone
'Cuz
All them nights you cried to me
And asked why no one loves you
When you
Knew I fucking did
I swear that shit just got too much
I had to a fuckin take a step back
The pain almost too much to take
Every brand new nigga you popped out with I tried not to hate
But when I see that thousand dollar smile for someone else
I lose my mind
'cuz he won't ever understand the way it felt
He wasn't in the booth
Spending 12 hours on a song about you
Just for you to fucking say that it's cool
Now I be off so many drugs
I'm walking like a zombie feel like a ghoul
These niggas villains so december nights I walk wit a tool
Like I’m static give him a shock
He ever dare to walk my block again
Poured my heart to you
For you to say we better of as friends
I want this forever
But forever was forever ago
But you still worth it i’m just letting you know
I'm just letting you know
The starship to Mars is ready baby
It’s ready to blow
And wether you
Coming or not bitch
I'm ready to go
Can't tell you bro
I'm ready to go
'Cuz to this fucking day you haunt my mind
All them talks we had before you shut the door
And left my heart on the porch
So I sit on these front steps and spark a port
To smoke to the pain away
And I been losing faith in what I’m fighting for
Always wanted more
But never thought that I deserved it
Then you
Came into my life and made me feel like I was worth it
What a circus
It was all an act
Pull up with a loaded gat
And left off seven shots into my soul
Now there's a hole inside my psyche
Picking up the pieces of my broken heart
Thinkin how you said it'd never work
Cuz we too far apart
Well
Now this fallen angel cast from heaven
Stranded in the dark
With
No one there lead him to the light
He out there on his own
I was tryna show you what you missing
That you’re not alone
But
Then I go to twitter
See you kissing guess I'm fucking gone
'Cuz
All them nights you cried to me
And asked why no one loves you
When you
Knew I fucking did
I swear that shit just got too much
I had to a fuckin take a step back
The pain almost too much to take
Every brand new nigga you popped out with I tried not to hate
But when I see that thousand dollar smile for someone else
I lose my mind
'cuz he won't ever understand the way it felt
He wasn't in the booth
Spending 12 hours on a song about you
Just for you to fucking say that it's cool
Now I be off so many drugs
I'm walking like a zombie feel like a ghoul
These niggas villains so december nights I walk wit a tool
Like I’m static give him a shock
He ever dare to walk my block again
Poured my heart to you
For you to say we better of as friends
I want this forever
But forever was forever ago
But you still worth it i’m just letting you know
I'm just letting you know
The starship to Mars is ready baby
It’s ready to blow
And wether you
Coming or not bitch
I'm ready to go
Can't tell you bro
I'm ready to go