On the Edge by Xia-Dawn Lyrics
[Hook]
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Verse 1]
Tight rope sprinting with no net is becoming norm
Speeding under speed should set off and ring my mind's alarm
I should shelter self from, I should think about my mom
Spiraling in sedatives depression injects in my arm
Under constant fire, what is spoke gets stolen
And my spokes are stolen, plus my tire's poked in
I'm tired, broken, and I'm coughing, choking
Off the weed smoke, and my dreams hopes
Fuck a cosign or getting signed
I am fucking dope, I should get a brake, I deserve the pay
What I gotta say to get shine today
Gotta be a way without losing my sound
The bars that I speak mean the world to me now
Won't compromise lyrics for unholy vows
Or style that's cloned from a pile of cows
I'm bleeding my heart on this paper for paper
So when I get tempted I roll up a paper
To filter this vapor and vaporize haters
I won't simply cater the LCD
Anxious all the time, screaming at the sky
I can hear the echoes laughing in my mind
Running out of time, counting off my life
Will I take my own before I make a mark
Squinting tryna' find the light inside the dark
Panic swimming from a frenzy of these sharks
Hunger's equal but I feel I've got no shot
Frantic train of thought, niggas training thots
While I'm desperate chalking tallies on a board
Every time I score , know I need more
Niggas mumble while I strain my vocal chords
I have lost control, swerving on a road
I had no intention driving for the dough
Feel the cracks of desperation in my soul
High as fuck off of indo, I abandoned god a long time ago
[Hook]
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Verse 2]
Living by myself I've come to grips that I am crazy
I'm losing grip of sanity and happiness don't phase me
People call me ghost I tell them that they're fucking lazy
It's not like I'm invisible and haunt them in their day dreams
If you wanna check on me I'm not a fucking patient
I've never quizzed your loyalty but you're testing my patience
Swear that you're my homie but this haunted house is vacant
Now you wanna call me when a nigga's getting placements
Wake up in the afternoon it feels like déjà vu
Amnesia from just yesterday my vision is in two's
Looking at the mirror screaming who the fuck are you
Feel the gravity of yesterday now split my head in two
Siouxsie's got me spell bound, these drugs have me undead
I'm a zombie who's a slave to this fucking medicine
Through the looking glass a hall of mirrors everything is cracked
On the edge of a heart attack in Hong Kong Garden
[Hook]
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Outro]
What's ahead is, ahead is, ahead is
What's ahead is, ahead is, ahead is
What's ahead is, ahead is
Don't know, oh no, oh no
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Verse 1]
Tight rope sprinting with no net is becoming norm
Speeding under speed should set off and ring my mind's alarm
I should shelter self from, I should think about my mom
Spiraling in sedatives depression injects in my arm
Under constant fire, what is spoke gets stolen
And my spokes are stolen, plus my tire's poked in
I'm tired, broken, and I'm coughing, choking
Off the weed smoke, and my dreams hopes
Fuck a cosign or getting signed
I am fucking dope, I should get a brake, I deserve the pay
What I gotta say to get shine today
Gotta be a way without losing my sound
The bars that I speak mean the world to me now
Won't compromise lyrics for unholy vows
Or style that's cloned from a pile of cows
I'm bleeding my heart on this paper for paper
So when I get tempted I roll up a paper
To filter this vapor and vaporize haters
I won't simply cater the LCD
Anxious all the time, screaming at the sky
I can hear the echoes laughing in my mind
Running out of time, counting off my life
Will I take my own before I make a mark
Squinting tryna' find the light inside the dark
Panic swimming from a frenzy of these sharks
Hunger's equal but I feel I've got no shot
Frantic train of thought, niggas training thots
While I'm desperate chalking tallies on a board
Every time I score , know I need more
Niggas mumble while I strain my vocal chords
I have lost control, swerving on a road
I had no intention driving for the dough
Feel the cracks of desperation in my soul
High as fuck off of indo, I abandoned god a long time ago
[Hook]
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Verse 2]
Living by myself I've come to grips that I am crazy
I'm losing grip of sanity and happiness don't phase me
People call me ghost I tell them that they're fucking lazy
It's not like I'm invisible and haunt them in their day dreams
If you wanna check on me I'm not a fucking patient
I've never quizzed your loyalty but you're testing my patience
Swear that you're my homie but this haunted house is vacant
Now you wanna call me when a nigga's getting placements
Wake up in the afternoon it feels like déjà vu
Amnesia from just yesterday my vision is in two's
Looking at the mirror screaming who the fuck are you
Feel the gravity of yesterday now split my head in two
Siouxsie's got me spell bound, these drugs have me undead
I'm a zombie who's a slave to this fucking medicine
Through the looking glass a hall of mirrors everything is cracked
On the edge of a heart attack in Hong Kong Garden
[Hook]
These drugs got me way too fucking high
My mom says don't speed when you drive
But I'm too on the edge when I ride
I swear to god I think I might die
[Outro]
What's ahead is, ahead is, ahead is
What's ahead is, ahead is, ahead is
What's ahead is, ahead is
Don't know, oh no, oh no