STRUGGLING outdated by Xerthrul Lyrics

[Intro]
Shit don’t matter
We’re just walking thru the memories
Maybe I’m nauseous
And maybe I caused this
It’s all from me
Walking thru stray line

[Hook]
Vision is blurried, my mom is worried
She came in hurry, then she said teary
Oh lord my dear, please do not fear
I am here near, the future is unclear
But please oh my dear, i will not disappear, im here
Im in depression, have so much questions
Have no suggestion, i miss affection
Feels like a infection, have no protection
Only rejection, have no direction
Need a profession, no more agression
Too much opression, i need a weapon
I am so threatened, matter of seconds-
[Part]
Suffer repeats
Sweat in my sleep
I am so weak
Whats next for me?
Its so hard to see
What am i gonna be?
Will i fulfill my dream?
Man i have no team
This pain its extreme

[Hook]
Ive got those voices, manipulating my choices
They feel like poison, they are annyoing
They are enjoying, how they destroy me
Think i am going insane, the blood in my vein
Tryna explain, whats in my brain
It may be humane, i just can't drain
Would love to abstain, feel like im chained
Man im so blamed, heart is untamed
Feels like inflamed, maybe maimed
I am ashamed, i am unclaimed
Its so sustained, deeply ingrained
Now i explained, whats in my brain
Still going insane, would love to attain
Let go of the chain, shut down the pain

[Outro]
So much things are unspoken, man i am broken
Have no emotion, lifes a slowmotion
I have to say goodbye, i wish i just could hide