Deviancy by Xerophthalmia Lyrics

I have this desire to brush away the pain
Focusing on the anger and understanding this blood lust in my brain has no means to be calm
I always act on violence
This has only just begun

These chains that bound me to reason have been broken off my wrists
As I feel the marks left by them I feel the pent-up rage again
I look up to see destruction
In front of me

Committed by these hands
These blood-soaked hands
My rationale is gone again
Commencing my own end

This fucking time bomb is ticking away and there is nothing that you can say to change it
To sway me from my vision of a total self-annihilation
Everything has absolutely no meaning
All will wash away as the sand to the sea
You are witnessing the fucking fall of me
Enveloped in madness
Constructed by anger
I have this desire