I Dont Know Anymore by Xenni Lyrics

[VERSE 1]
Dark blue rips out of you
Like a giant blue light
In the limelight, you fade
You're slipping away
You’re contorting now
Not comforting, how?
What is this life now?
Why am I not found?
Screaming so loud, God
LET ME GET OUT!

[Chorus]
Silent blues, wrapped up truth
You're falling in love with a ghoul
Fairly bright lies, ancient goodbyes
Darkening skies
You're lost on the floor
I don’t know anymore

[VERSE 2]
Whisper in my ear that it's alright
You've become a monster, right?
I'm the enemy, I'm the perpetrator
Like a rabid demonstrator
“Look what I see, I just want you to bleed.”
I'm a killer, I'm rabid
I'm insane, mentally unstable brain
Choosing words that don’t make sense to me
Making up lies that will not cease to be
[Chorus]

[BRIDGE]
SCREAMING FUCKING LIES!
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY I EVER TRIED!
THIS HOUSE IS NOT MY HOME!
I'M GOING TO GO, FAR FAR AWAY!
BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT THIS WOE IS HERE TO STAY!

God [x3]
Have I finally died this time?
God [x3]
Have I lied enough?
God [x3]
Have I sinned too much?

[Chorus]