Reflection by Xcap Lyrics
[Intro]
Ooh, woah, woah
Oh, oh, oh
Ooh, ooh, oh
This shit going in a Bible this a Holy Spirit
Alcohol taking me over but you cannot see it
You feel it, my vibe different totally
Tell my friends all they all hate me but it's not that what I see
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should bе dead a couple years ago
Protеcted you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm
[Verse 1]
The demon starts possessing me but now I make a mess
The more that I start to demand, turns out that I am getting less (uh)
Trust gets fuck, now I'm back to stage 1
My teacher says that I'm not stupid but still feel that I am dumb
I feel drunk and broken, I'm getting lost
Lately, I've been doing too much
All the words that I say, to tear you and hurt
I have to stop, this shit has to stop
Or I'm gonna be stopped
I don't feel like living in my past days
This a bumpy road but still go that way
Even if it's suicide in a clear way, ok
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should be dead a couple years ago
Protected you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm
[Verse 2]
I feel heartless, there's a damage
Not my body but the soul
Don't feel like the same man that I was before
Need the doctors and prescriptions but there are no cures
May as well see the birth of this goddamnn curse
I'm still cursed already, fuck my addictions
Of the lying, tears and everything that's falling
Cause my heart is sorrow
Do this solo
I ain't talking lemonade but morals
Do what's righteous, follow the code of the conduct
Cause the world's already fucked up
Need a resolution, making a reflection
Planning all the goals and list my annual achievements
Annual achievements (uh, uh)
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should be dead a couple years ago
Protected you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm
Ooh, woah, woah
Oh, oh, oh
Ooh, ooh, oh
This shit going in a Bible this a Holy Spirit
Alcohol taking me over but you cannot see it
You feel it, my vibe different totally
Tell my friends all they all hate me but it's not that what I see
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should bе dead a couple years ago
Protеcted you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm
[Verse 1]
The demon starts possessing me but now I make a mess
The more that I start to demand, turns out that I am getting less (uh)
Trust gets fuck, now I'm back to stage 1
My teacher says that I'm not stupid but still feel that I am dumb
I feel drunk and broken, I'm getting lost
Lately, I've been doing too much
All the words that I say, to tear you and hurt
I have to stop, this shit has to stop
Or I'm gonna be stopped
I don't feel like living in my past days
This a bumpy road but still go that way
Even if it's suicide in a clear way, ok
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should be dead a couple years ago
Protected you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm
[Verse 2]
I feel heartless, there's a damage
Not my body but the soul
Don't feel like the same man that I was before
Need the doctors and prescriptions but there are no cures
May as well see the birth of this goddamnn curse
I'm still cursed already, fuck my addictions
Of the lying, tears and everything that's falling
Cause my heart is sorrow
Do this solo
I ain't talking lemonade but morals
Do what's righteous, follow the code of the conduct
Cause the world's already fucked up
Need a resolution, making a reflection
Planning all the goals and list my annual achievements
Annual achievements (uh, uh)
[Chorus]
I always say be happy and positive
Tell me when you're feeling grey
On the other side, tryna figure how to tie a noose
Where to buy a gun, tell myself 'fuck what I'm going through'
Hypocrite running loose
Fuck my friends, I have shoes
They're both pretty and cool
But still choose between the two
How the fuck am I still here
I should be dead a couple years ago
Protected you from all the rain
But it no use, we in a desert storm