Poison Perfume by Xcap Lyrics
[Chorus]
Every time that I think of you
Thinking of days that you hated me
Damaged you
And it beyond the repairing
Everywhere that I go
Never involved
Even if I try to start all the convos
To hell with me pride
Taking these tides like I am Poseidon
But you ain’t by my side
Dead inside now I feel like nothing
Hurt me again but I got a plan
I’m still 15 but I’ll die like a man
Take all my pain but that keeps me awake
I need a map cause my mind can’t think straight
I’m taking cover you’re dangerous
No hero all anti-protagonist
You broken some rules you broken some hearts
But you won’t break me cause I’m already broke at the start
Everyday I be feeling that I’m always alone-lone-lone-lone
Everyday that I wake up all my feelings be low low low low
Moving like I’m in slo-mo
I miss the times you used to vibe with me
Now you be avoiding me
[Verse 1]
Am I still not enough or I’m doing too much (doing too much)
Lately I’ve been wondering what I’ve done
You’re fucking up my self-esteem (self-esteem)
I listen to the remedies (remedies)
That talk about pain’s a beautiful thing (beautiful thing)
Negative thoughts consuming me (consuming)
Your perfume is poison now I cannot breathe
But that’s an addiction that I couldn’t leave
Running away but I can’t run away from my shadows (running away from my shadows)
I swear I’m not Satin but I always talk to the devil, which is you (which is you)
I don’t have love scars
I know love scars
Deeper than those stabbing wound scars
Never knew how much it hurt
Until this day I found out that you
Twisted my words and used it against (used it against me)
I’ve been thrown down so many times but you were the only really killed me ( you were the only really killed me)
Been through it all and I now need someone else to reach out to me (someone else to reach out)
Cause I cannot take this heavy weight that’s been permanently bonded to me
Preventing me being free
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset-et-et
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset-et
[Chorus]
Every time that I think of you
Thinking of days that you hated me
Damaged you
And it beyond the repairing
Everywhere that I go
Never involved
Even if I try to start all the convos
To hell with me pride
Taking these tides like I am Poseidon
But you ain’t by my side
Dead inside now I feel like nothing
Hurt me again but I got a plan
I’m still 15 but I’ll die like a man
Take all my pain but that keeps me awake
I need a map cause my mind can’t think straight
I’m taking cover you’re dangerous
No hero all anti-protagonist
You broken some rules you broken some hearts
But you won’t break me cause I’m already broke at the start
Everyday I be feeling that I’m always alone-lone-lone-lone
Everyday that I wake up all my feelings be low low low low
Moving like I’m in slo-mo
I miss the times you used to vibe with me
Now you be avoiding me
Every time that I think of you
Thinking of days that you hated me
Damaged you
And it beyond the repairing
Everywhere that I go
Never involved
Even if I try to start all the convos
To hell with me pride
Taking these tides like I am Poseidon
But you ain’t by my side
Dead inside now I feel like nothing
Hurt me again but I got a plan
I’m still 15 but I’ll die like a man
Take all my pain but that keeps me awake
I need a map cause my mind can’t think straight
I’m taking cover you’re dangerous
No hero all anti-protagonist
You broken some rules you broken some hearts
But you won’t break me cause I’m already broke at the start
Everyday I be feeling that I’m always alone-lone-lone-lone
Everyday that I wake up all my feelings be low low low low
Moving like I’m in slo-mo
I miss the times you used to vibe with me
Now you be avoiding me
[Verse 1]
Am I still not enough or I’m doing too much (doing too much)
Lately I’ve been wondering what I’ve done
You’re fucking up my self-esteem (self-esteem)
I listen to the remedies (remedies)
That talk about pain’s a beautiful thing (beautiful thing)
Negative thoughts consuming me (consuming)
Your perfume is poison now I cannot breathe
But that’s an addiction that I couldn’t leave
Running away but I can’t run away from my shadows (running away from my shadows)
I swear I’m not Satin but I always talk to the devil, which is you (which is you)
I don’t have love scars
I know love scars
Deeper than those stabbing wound scars
Never knew how much it hurt
Until this day I found out that you
Twisted my words and used it against (used it against me)
I’ve been thrown down so many times but you were the only really killed me ( you were the only really killed me)
Been through it all and I now need someone else to reach out to me (someone else to reach out)
Cause I cannot take this heavy weight that’s been permanently bonded to me
Preventing me being free
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset-et-et
You play with my heart and have no regrets
Now I’m too busy on being upset-et
[Chorus]
Every time that I think of you
Thinking of days that you hated me
Damaged you
And it beyond the repairing
Everywhere that I go
Never involved
Even if I try to start all the convos
To hell with me pride
Taking these tides like I am Poseidon
But you ain’t by my side
Dead inside now I feel like nothing
Hurt me again but I got a plan
I’m still 15 but I’ll die like a man
Take all my pain but that keeps me awake
I need a map cause my mind can’t think straight
I’m taking cover you’re dangerous
No hero all anti-protagonist
You broken some rules you broken some hearts
But you won’t break me cause I’m already broke at the start
Everyday I be feeling that I’m always alone-lone-lone-lone
Everyday that I wake up all my feelings be low low low low
Moving like I’m in slo-mo
I miss the times you used to vibe with me
Now you be avoiding me