Sleeping Beasts by Xavier is my God Lyrics

I couldn't imagine the day I'd stop the bleeding in my heart
And you can't take this from me
I've cried enough to filled a century
With a sorrow that startles the heaviest of sleeping beasts
That's an advent that opened up a rage in me
PTSD from these memories oooh

If you were the devil I woulda double blinded myself and sold my soul
Devotion and trust for you
Red hot fire girl you made me blue (yeah yeah yeah yeah yеah)

I loved like a rocket
And wеnt out in a big ass boom (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Devotion and trust for you
Heart shaped cloud don't expect a mushroom (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

The ice cold spears that you tempered hit me in the chest
So long ago
And I'm still slivering
You're a snake in the garden yeah shivering
The only thing I got to keep from you was the pain that you inflicted (Oh!)
And still I'm not vindictive (Yeah!)
Ain't worth it oh no (No!)
I couldn't imagine the day I'd stop the bleeding in my heart
And you can't take this from me
I've cried enough to filled a century
With a sorrow that startles the heaviest of sleeping beasts
That's an advent that opened up a rage in me
PTSD from these memories