Coming of Age by Xavier Simmons Lyrics

I'm always searching for something
I'm never satisfied
Maybe it's because I'm never satisfied with myself
I always need to feel like I'm chasing something
A goal that I'll never reach
Yeah, that's it
I'm chasing happiness
But deep down I know having a comfortable and stable life
Is my worst nightmare
So is that really what I want
When is it gonna stop feeling
Like my life is in cruise control
I'm always asking questions
But that doesn't exactly mean there's gonna be answers
The older I get
I realize that everything isn't yes, no
Black, white
Right or wrong
I never wanna make mistakes
I never wanna hurt the people I care about
I want back the lovers I've lost
And the friends I used to know
See, in my eyes
I'm never wrong
Saying sorry's one of the hardest things for me to do
You know
I think out of all the things I've learned in life
Self control and letting things go
Will always be the hardest
But I've got a lot more living to do
And a lot more mistakes to make
But I think I'll be okay
Yeah, yeah
I'll be okay