Dont Judge Me Remix by Xanity Lyrics
Verse 1:
I spend my nights crying, thinking bout my life
Wonder if I ever get the chance to see the light
I constantly question what's wrong and what's right
I wonder if I ever get the chance to see the light
It's amazing what you can high when you hide behind a smile
I haven't smiled a real one in a long while
When you look into my eyes you'll see all the lies
Of me putting up a front and pretend ing that I'm fine
When you look into the mirror, my colors are revealed
I don't like what I see, so I have behind the shield
You can bandage my heart but my scars will never heal
How are you going to tell me that my life isn't real, when every time I write about the pain that I feel
Verse 2:
I'm asking all these questions as I look at my reflection;
But I'm asking all these questions and I don't know the answer
What is my perspective?
What am I expecting?
I got a lot of pressure cuz I'm searching for perfection
When in reality I need to focus on perspective
Focus on perspectives
Deal with my depression
Deal with the emotions that I don't know how to handle
Because life is easy like blowing out a candle
Flashback to six grade now was just a kid
The only friend I have a some paper and a pen
I would write all the thoughts that was running through my head
Sometimes I felt like I'd be better off dead
Because everyone would judge me with every word I said
I spend my nights crying, thinking bout my life
Wonder if I ever get the chance to see the light
I constantly question what's wrong and what's right
I wonder if I ever get the chance to see the light
It's amazing what you can high when you hide behind a smile
I haven't smiled a real one in a long while
When you look into my eyes you'll see all the lies
Of me putting up a front and pretend ing that I'm fine
When you look into the mirror, my colors are revealed
I don't like what I see, so I have behind the shield
You can bandage my heart but my scars will never heal
How are you going to tell me that my life isn't real, when every time I write about the pain that I feel
Verse 2:
I'm asking all these questions as I look at my reflection;
But I'm asking all these questions and I don't know the answer
What is my perspective?
What am I expecting?
I got a lot of pressure cuz I'm searching for perfection
When in reality I need to focus on perspective
Focus on perspectives
Deal with my depression
Deal with the emotions that I don't know how to handle
Because life is easy like blowing out a candle
Flashback to six grade now was just a kid
The only friend I have a some paper and a pen
I would write all the thoughts that was running through my head
Sometimes I felt like I'd be better off dead
Because everyone would judge me with every word I said