Crackhead by Xandyx Lyrics
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(verse 1)
I'm hopelessly trapped under my skin
I don't let others in
They see my deepest darkest part
When I get attached it makes life hard
People ask me how I'm doing
They're surprised I'm not crying
Like how could this mean nothing
But only if they saw the inside I'm fighting
I put on a smile to show I can
I laugh to let them know I'm surviving
But I act like it meant nothing
So no one asks any questions
(pre-chorus)
How dare I think someone likes me?
I should just be alone
It seems like I'm okay
But secretly I think I'm a fool
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
(verse 2)
You can't live without pain
It's fermented in my name
It's weird how I always act like I'm okay
I give a smile when everyone expects
But that's all the time, no one's seen different
I swear I'm not who I pretend to be
I hurt and go insane you see?
I can't understand why I'm tying
Like every day I'm closer to dying
No one knows what really goes on
But when they do they say it's not important
Not to worry, life is a journey
And you will face bad times
It's comes along with life
But what's the point if you'll never be happy?
(pre-chorus)
How dare I think someone likes me?
I should just be alone
It seems like I'm okay
But secretly I think I'm a fool
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
(verse 3)
I have my mask on
It's a smile to stare at
Everyone sees how it's beautiful
But once you know me it's bad
I'm sorry I am a mess
So I act like a crackhead
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
Crackhead
(outro)
*laughing*
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(verse 1)
I'm hopelessly trapped under my skin
I don't let others in
They see my deepest darkest part
When I get attached it makes life hard
People ask me how I'm doing
They're surprised I'm not crying
Like how could this mean nothing
But only if they saw the inside I'm fighting
I put on a smile to show I can
I laugh to let them know I'm surviving
But I act like it meant nothing
So no one asks any questions
(pre-chorus)
How dare I think someone likes me?
I should just be alone
It seems like I'm okay
But secretly I think I'm a fool
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
(verse 2)
You can't live without pain
It's fermented in my name
It's weird how I always act like I'm okay
I give a smile when everyone expects
But that's all the time, no one's seen different
I swear I'm not who I pretend to be
I hurt and go insane you see?
I can't understand why I'm tying
Like every day I'm closer to dying
No one knows what really goes on
But when they do they say it's not important
Not to worry, life is a journey
And you will face bad times
It's comes along with life
But what's the point if you'll never be happy?
(pre-chorus)
How dare I think someone likes me?
I should just be alone
It seems like I'm okay
But secretly I think I'm a fool
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
(verse 3)
I have my mask on
It's a smile to stare at
Everyone sees how it's beautiful
But once you know me it's bad
I'm sorry I am a mess
So I act like a crackhead
(chorus)
They call me a crackhead
Normally cause I act like one
It's mostly when I'm hurting
And I'm telling myself I'm done
They call me a crackhead
Cause I always seem to smile
My world could be ending
But I pretend like everything's fine
(they call me a crackhead, crackhead)
Crackhead
(outro)
*laughing*