I Cant Cry by Xander. Off Mars Lyrics

Imagine being happy from my sadness
If the levels were the reverse I think I’d jump into the wall from pure excitement
I’m ecstatic bout the things that seem to haunt me
Like the ghosts are just my company
It’s better than my loneliness

I refuse to tell you dirty secrets my emotions
And the causes save for when you’re crying falling down devoting
Time for victimizing
Traumatize my psyche
I can’t break this notion
That if I see something wrong that nothing can destroy it

I have trouble crying in the daytime
I can’t let you see me
I don’t wanna tear you up

I don’t wanna tell you when it’s real
No, I don’t think I’m able
I don’t wanna make this tough
I have trouble falling into pieces
You don’t wanna see me
Makes me wanna push my luck

Only way around it when I’m joking
Even though you know it
I’ll pretend I’m fine and such

You can see that
You don’t wanna hear that
I wish I could help it but I’m feeling so sadistic

You believe that
All the good will come back
I believe that you have too much faith for someone who will never do shit

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