Tendencies by Xander J Lyrics

Called upon by a silent prayer I rise from the dead
Come to me, be free, and rest your saddened head
Give away all your worries there is nothing to lose
Kick away the chair and fall into the waiting noose
In this world of pain you make only mistakes
Your parents hate you, your friends share no tastes

Is this how you feel? As an unwanted pest?
It’s okay now, come and join the rest
We’re all like you here, lost and unruly
Here you are not alone, together truly
We fend for ourselves and protect one another
Hiding away the pain that we smother

So cast away your doubts and fears and take a step forward
Open the mystery door, you will be rewarded
Free from the strain and terror of life
A pleasure greater than kisses from a knife
Cast away your mortal skin
And life forever, as a shadow of sin
Your body adorned with permanent reminders
Scars of your wars, self-administered
Soon your troubles will be over
And wounds will open anew
You can feel the light slipping away
Reliving your life as if it were yesterday

Write your will of sin on the wall
Drawn in blood, giving away your all
You sign- “I give the nothing I own to no one”
“For no one deserves the emptiness I own”
“To absolve myself from the guild I carry”
“I will take Death’s cold, dead hand to marry”

Taking the final step you cannot breathe
The dark comes with swiftness and ease
All of your worries gone forever
It seems to make everything better
No more sadness, no more tear
Just a red grin from ear to ear