KYLIE by XXNOBODYSCRUSHXx Lyrics

Tell me you want me here when I’m lonely
Kiss all your tears away through my phone screen
I have been watching friends through my PC
I’m so sick of feeling homesick
Pulling your hair caressing your body
The smell of latex roped into my dreams
Bite down that lovely feeling with your teeth
I’m so sick of feeling nothing

Discord calls with my friends when it's dark out
Waiting till the weed kicks in to pull the car out
I'm so fucking bad at being honest with myself now
Looking out the window wish I wasn’t such a let down

Crying in your driveway
Trauma hit me sideways
Laying on my stomach feeling sick as fuck
Could you be my Kylie?
I just gotta clean my act the fuck up

Kratom on the freeway
Nothing keeping me safe
Feeling like a rockstar living it up
Hope I never come down
Hoping that I never take the wrong drugs
Don't shut me out, I need you here
Thought I forgave myself last year
My body's so fucked up, who cares
I just need space this might take years
Been a long time since I told you how I feel now
Been a long time since I felt like someone real now
Never had a minute always filling time with useless shit
Just throw me in a cage to work it out and get me used to it

Tell me that you want me here when I'm lonely
Tell me that you want my face on your phone screen
I don't even want your hands on my chest now
Fuck this shit I need you more than ever and you know it

Fuck this shit I broke my chem lines
Keep me sick corrode my insides
All my friends feel so lethargic
I blacked out when this all started