Its Been a While How Do You Love Me? by XWrldPrk Lyrics
[Hook]
I know it’s been a while and I wish I knew better
I hate these love songs and I hate these love letters
I know you miss me, but I promise I’ll get better
Never got to move on, these tears I will weather
Someone told me if you love her you will let her go
I fell too hard in love and it pains to let go, don't
Wanna feel anything I put my heart in the snow, but I'm
Still feeling pain, when I let my lover go
[Verse 1]
It’s hard to miss someone, it’s hard to let go
Gotta fake that I’m ok so I put on a show
You wanna attend, well here's the front row
Sorry if my mood may seem a little low
I don't mean to be distant I just feel hollow
Hate that time makes it very hard to let go, I
Hope that I get better and I see myself grow
Into a better person not just a no show
Hide behind a mask, my feelings are numb
Wish I saw this coming now I feel so dumb, tried
To be a better person still wasn’t good enough
I’m a stay recluse from the monster I’ve become, only
Memories I have are stuck in photos
Walkin' on my own, rather be solo (so low)
Said I’m getting better but I'm lying to myself
They wanted me to change but I don't really know
[Hook]
I know it’s been a while and I wish I knew better
I hate these love songs and I hate these love letters
I know you miss me but I promise I’ll get better
Never got to move on, these tears I will weather
Someone told me if you love her you will let her go
I fell too hard in love and it pains to let go
Don't wanna feel anything I put my heart in the snow
But I still feel pain when I let my lover go
[Verse 2]
Wrote songs of tragedy, Heartbreak, and agony
Mixed emotions, alchemy, Now I wait anxiously
Laying here bitterly, Forever is a fallacy
I feel like I am dying, heartbreak’s a fatality
Like Romeo, drinking poison with lethality
Hate this new reality, your not in my galaxy
I'm fighting wars alone with my demons, no hospitality
Now I scream profanity, I hate that we're a fantasy
AHG! Now I’m feeling lovesick
I’m feeling way too cold like I’m in the arctic
Too many love songs, I’m feeling lovesick
I’m scared of love cause it always feels fake
I can not breathe I do not know why, when
You ask what is wrong do you want me to lie
When I overthink, why do I wanna die?
I begin to sink, would anybody say bye?
I know it’s been a while and I wish I knew better
I hate these love songs and I hate these love letters
I know you miss me, but I promise I’ll get better
Never got to move on, these tears I will weather
Someone told me if you love her you will let her go
I fell too hard in love and it pains to let go, don't
Wanna feel anything I put my heart in the snow, but I'm
Still feeling pain, when I let my lover go
[Verse 1]
It’s hard to miss someone, it’s hard to let go
Gotta fake that I’m ok so I put on a show
You wanna attend, well here's the front row
Sorry if my mood may seem a little low
I don't mean to be distant I just feel hollow
Hate that time makes it very hard to let go, I
Hope that I get better and I see myself grow
Into a better person not just a no show
Hide behind a mask, my feelings are numb
Wish I saw this coming now I feel so dumb, tried
To be a better person still wasn’t good enough
I’m a stay recluse from the monster I’ve become, only
Memories I have are stuck in photos
Walkin' on my own, rather be solo (so low)
Said I’m getting better but I'm lying to myself
They wanted me to change but I don't really know
[Hook]
I know it’s been a while and I wish I knew better
I hate these love songs and I hate these love letters
I know you miss me but I promise I’ll get better
Never got to move on, these tears I will weather
Someone told me if you love her you will let her go
I fell too hard in love and it pains to let go
Don't wanna feel anything I put my heart in the snow
But I still feel pain when I let my lover go
[Verse 2]
Wrote songs of tragedy, Heartbreak, and agony
Mixed emotions, alchemy, Now I wait anxiously
Laying here bitterly, Forever is a fallacy
I feel like I am dying, heartbreak’s a fatality
Like Romeo, drinking poison with lethality
Hate this new reality, your not in my galaxy
I'm fighting wars alone with my demons, no hospitality
Now I scream profanity, I hate that we're a fantasy
AHG! Now I’m feeling lovesick
I’m feeling way too cold like I’m in the arctic
Too many love songs, I’m feeling lovesick
I’m scared of love cause it always feels fake
I can not breathe I do not know why, when
You ask what is wrong do you want me to lie
When I overthink, why do I wanna die?
I begin to sink, would anybody say bye?