This Is What It Is ft. Zaeli by XVNNIE Lyrics

[Verse 1: Zaeli]
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[Verse 2: XVNNIE]
Merry Go-Round as the seasons change
You don't have to worry 'bout me now
I guess some things come with age
Now I see what you were talkin' about

Please remember me
I see you in my dreams, I'm ripping through the seams
You're terrifying me, while terrified of me
I'm sorry for those things, it's just what anger brings
I'm waiting for the spring, I hear that's when flowers sing
I think of everything, but the world changes too much for me to truly know
I'm sighing really slow, my eyes are really low, my thighs are really sore
It's like I love you, but I can't be yours no more
We could pop like four, 30 mins of xans N*chill, then we'll be passed out on the floor
Not saying a word when we hear knocking at the door
I never see your Ford, I don't think it's a Ford
Crazy 'cause it stands out, I guess I'll never get my way
And I'm always standing with my hands out
But you can catch me in my driveway
Before I go see my plug
Before I give up on love
Before I fuck it all up
I probably presume too much when I say
I'll still love you like it's that Tuesday
If you ever see me again, it's that sad Blue Face
(giggles) Xvnnie