Im afraid by XTretsz Beats Lyrics

I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid, yeah

Waking all the mornings and meaning about the bad things
Getting overcontroled and acting like dead
I don't care my life
Cuz she always keeps me alive
And i always want to trough me into my pain
I don't even care
So i'm always feel away
Cutting all my arms and meaning that i'm a fade
I'm always an obstruction, so always get instructions
And i clearly understand that i can't help

I'm afraid to die, to talk, to walk
If i fucking survive i will fucking suicide
I don't paste my dreams into my mind
I can't express my feelings like a guy
I don't think that i will survive
I keep playing always with my mind
I feel lonely at the same time
I just wanna close all this life
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid, yeah
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid, yeah