Homesick by XO Gloom Lyrics

[Verse I]
I take what i want, do what i want, until I'm done
Ill never be happy, please fill my lungs
My wallet won't fold, but my hearts still numb
I don't wanna cry, i think imma die young
[Interlude]
All these fucking pills dont save me
I'm anemic, just wait another season
You break my heart in two and just leave me?
I don't wanna go home, yeah i mean it
[Hook]
I'm drowning, homesick and I'm fiending
Feeling brand new, i can see it
The light at the end of the tunnel
My heart systems failing, and i will go home again
[Verse]
Take my life, I've been on my own all my life
I can't keep control
Take my knife
Watch me fade away
Come take my blade away
I can't be scared no more
Take my heart, seal it away
Wanna run away to a place where i can decay
I won't ever feel the same
Take my words and twist them
Make me feel indifferent
I don't even care, man, nothing fucking matters
Tear my lungs, and break my heart and smash it
Be my drug, I'm addicted to the fake love
One touch, and ill fall for you, I'm kid drunk
[Hook]
I'm drowning, homesick and I'm feeling
Feeling brand new, i can see it
The light at the end of the tunnel
My heart systems failing, and i will go home again