Inside Life by XIINTENSO Lyrics
[Intro]
To anyone who hates me
Can go suck my dick
You don't know me
Don't know my story
Plus if you a fake
Then go fuck yourself
Or else die in a fucking hole
You don't know what I've gone through
So...Yeah
[Refrain]
Living in this fucking world, in this corrupted world
To abuse us all as a fucking whole
Seeing my mother cry on the fucking floor
Feels like the devil is coming to knock on my damn door
Damn, I just don't know anymore
Like a kid who has never seen this before
Just a kid who wants to live a normal life
Not to feel so dead in the inside(Inside)
[Chorus]
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels(this is hell)
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels
[Verse 1]
All the constant abuse
Only leading us to have some type of bruise
Leading us to have some kind of issue
Momma is crying so give her a tissue
All the options that we thought
The constant times where we fought
Only bleeding when it's an excuse
Bleeding when we all refuse
Do you know it's all abusive?
All cranky like eustace
Trying to survive is all we did
Ruining a mind of a kid
Just sitting there, wondering to myself
Is this the last day I'll ever fucking live?
The amount of times I manage to stay alive
I just gotta keep going and just dont give
No matter what I just can't seem to forgive
Imma take a piss
Maybe someday i'll sigh of pure bliss
Pray to god for the pain to be over
But in reality it's gonna last longer
Wished I wasn't weak when I was younger
[Chorus]
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels(this is hell)
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels
[Refrain]
Living in this fucking world, in this corrupted world
To abuse us all as a fucking whole
Seeing my mother cry on the fucking floor
Feels like the devil is coming to knock on my damn door
Damn, I just don't know anymore
Like a kid who has never seen this before
Just a kid who wants to live a normal life
Not to feel so dead in the inside(Inside)
To anyone who hates me
Can go suck my dick
You don't know me
Don't know my story
Plus if you a fake
Then go fuck yourself
Or else die in a fucking hole
You don't know what I've gone through
So...Yeah
[Refrain]
Living in this fucking world, in this corrupted world
To abuse us all as a fucking whole
Seeing my mother cry on the fucking floor
Feels like the devil is coming to knock on my damn door
Damn, I just don't know anymore
Like a kid who has never seen this before
Just a kid who wants to live a normal life
Not to feel so dead in the inside(Inside)
[Chorus]
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels(this is hell)
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels
[Verse 1]
All the constant abuse
Only leading us to have some type of bruise
Leading us to have some kind of issue
Momma is crying so give her a tissue
All the options that we thought
The constant times where we fought
Only bleeding when it's an excuse
Bleeding when we all refuse
Do you know it's all abusive?
All cranky like eustace
Trying to survive is all we did
Ruining a mind of a kid
Just sitting there, wondering to myself
Is this the last day I'll ever fucking live?
The amount of times I manage to stay alive
I just gotta keep going and just dont give
No matter what I just can't seem to forgive
Imma take a piss
Maybe someday i'll sigh of pure bliss
Pray to god for the pain to be over
But in reality it's gonna last longer
Wished I wasn't weak when I was younger
[Chorus]
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels(this is hell)
All night, afraid of every night
Seems like a never ending nightmare
Feels like I'm constantly stepping on eggshells
Trying to be happy while moving to different motels
[Refrain]
Living in this fucking world, in this corrupted world
To abuse us all as a fucking whole
Seeing my mother cry on the fucking floor
Feels like the devil is coming to knock on my damn door
Damn, I just don't know anymore
Like a kid who has never seen this before
Just a kid who wants to live a normal life
Not to feel so dead in the inside(Inside)