Shadow People by X1L Lyrics
When I'm walking
I can feel them looking
I can see them there in windows
And I can see them lurking
I conceal my looks
It’s real
But I don't kneel to crooks
I'm just hiding from the meal
That I’ve revealed I took
I feel I'm shook
Kill me in my current state
Sell me out to certain dangers
Let me out of my cage
Tell me how to be safe
Yell me out of my fate
Quell the powers that hate me
The hell did I agree to face
I'm fine, I'm not crazy
Finally tasting victory
But silently faking
Sirens have baited me to sink
Shy and evade
Shy and evade
Then fit the reason
Why I'm this way
Inside of a vase
Then paint the scene
I missed the lottery
I miss a lot of things I'd tolerate
Distant calls from him and talk
Pissed off, hollering
Just a lot of hate
Dismissing all the pages
Written all the same
But I guess we'll listen
All the same
Don't know when I die
Don’t know why I’m hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to complicate
Don't know when I die
Don’t know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to hard
People push me away when they compliment me
Don't tell me how much I mean to you
I am not ascending
Honestly, all you'll be doing is letting yourself end the friendship
All you’ll be doing is giving yourself intervention
Test what I've got left to give
I'm interested
What can I manage to lift out of my dark acidic crevasse
In this setting
I am a heartless invention
Is it setting in
I'm not interested in interest
Or visiting
Sit back in your seat I've got a visual
Imagine you calling in emergency
All I said was cool
I'm set in to this sentence
Of being senseless to endings
Your breath is the fetid opposition
To my affection
I get sick, quick to upset
It's 6, I'm in bed
And I can't believe the sheep are crawling
With the strings around necks
They're breaking them in
Screaming but no breaking of wind
They're singing in clicks
Spasms and a deep crimson drip
Don't know when I die
Don't know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to complicate
Don't know when I die
Don't know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to hard
I can feel them looking
I can see them there in windows
And I can see them lurking
I conceal my looks
It’s real
But I don't kneel to crooks
I'm just hiding from the meal
That I’ve revealed I took
I feel I'm shook
Kill me in my current state
Sell me out to certain dangers
Let me out of my cage
Tell me how to be safe
Yell me out of my fate
Quell the powers that hate me
The hell did I agree to face
I'm fine, I'm not crazy
Finally tasting victory
But silently faking
Sirens have baited me to sink
Shy and evade
Shy and evade
Then fit the reason
Why I'm this way
Inside of a vase
Then paint the scene
I missed the lottery
I miss a lot of things I'd tolerate
Distant calls from him and talk
Pissed off, hollering
Just a lot of hate
Dismissing all the pages
Written all the same
But I guess we'll listen
All the same
Don't know when I die
Don’t know why I’m hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to complicate
Don't know when I die
Don’t know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to hard
People push me away when they compliment me
Don't tell me how much I mean to you
I am not ascending
Honestly, all you'll be doing is letting yourself end the friendship
All you’ll be doing is giving yourself intervention
Test what I've got left to give
I'm interested
What can I manage to lift out of my dark acidic crevasse
In this setting
I am a heartless invention
Is it setting in
I'm not interested in interest
Or visiting
Sit back in your seat I've got a visual
Imagine you calling in emergency
All I said was cool
I'm set in to this sentence
Of being senseless to endings
Your breath is the fetid opposition
To my affection
I get sick, quick to upset
It's 6, I'm in bed
And I can't believe the sheep are crawling
With the strings around necks
They're breaking them in
Screaming but no breaking of wind
They're singing in clicks
Spasms and a deep crimson drip
Don't know when I die
Don't know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to complicate
Don't know when I die
Don't know why I'm hiding
Cannot leave, the shadow people follow me
All the way
To my own thoughts and my own haven
My own mind is not as safe
As violent crimes and all the hate
I feel I try to hard