How i feel by X.O. Lyrics

Getting more and more sober
By the time i'm getting older
Wasted times,didn't had any goals
Now have a garage full of rolls
Smokin weed, popping pills in my free time
Soo addicted to it i can waste my all dime
On it

You don't know how i feel
You don't know my real life behind the reel
You don't know how i feel
Feeling cold riding alone behind these big wheels

Hold my hand and pull me back from this life
I'm suicidal,bring me close to death
Soo much tears i can barely stand
I can feel getting hurt
I could have stopped that pain if i known the blade was is a loved one's hand

You don't know how i feel
You don't know my real life behind the reel
You don't know how i feel
Feeling cold riding alone behind these big wheels