Break-Point by X. ARI (Pop) Lyrics

I was surfing couches with the ...knows that
Ghost are further than you never know
Collecting my tears in the nights back
Doing my best so I don't crack
But I dug up your text on my bathroom floor
Let you extinct until I browse some more
Dissecting my fears in a letter
Doing my best to forget you

Fifteen years old when my mind set back
Pitty a stick ... for a snack
It hit me up
(Losting ?) more years it won't swallow

I met my break-point, Ah ah
I met my break-point, Ah ah
I didn't wanna come to you but it keep (to let ?)
Should have known, should have known better cause

I met my break-point, Ah ah
I met my break-point, Ah ah
I didn't wanna come to you but it keep (to let ?)
Should have known, should have known better
You picked me up but you bright your friends
I needed you but you wanted them
I'm not too good with surprises
You put her first got me fighting
For mother love never try before
It tasted so good screaming at your door
Feeling my phone from my bed
The monster in me came out to this

Seven years old when my mind set back
... surgery then I paint it black
Calling the nurse for attention
Cutting the loop (bringing acting ?)

Ooooh oh oooh oh oooooooh oh oooh

Break down, break down

I met my break-point, Ah ah
I met my break-point, Ah ah
I didn't wanna come to you but it keep (to let ?)
Should have known, should have known better

I met my break-point, Ah ah
I met my break-point, Ah ah
I didn't wanna come to you but it keep (to let?)
Should have known, should have known better cause
I met my break-point, Ah ah
I met my break-point, Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah Ah ah
I should have known better