Epilogue Bonus Track by Wonder the Boy Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
This the...
This the epilogue
I really went from...
[Verse 1]
I really went from pill-popping
Show-stopping to cocaine
Now it's cold turkey
In my bag like the chihuahua in that hoe's Birkin
It took a year or three to realize that it's not working
Man, it's never worth it
I lost friends to make ends meet
We made money off pot, no pantry
Gotta up the ante
Young bull, when I pull up you would think it was a...
You would think it was a stampede
Saw my brother on thin ice like Bambi
You know the boys be where the bands be
You know I get in where I can't be
So I don't think they gotta understand me
I was just a youngin on the hunt for some attention when the spotlight and bad women grabbed me
Huh
Sadly
[Hook]
She been in the city getting high and looking pretty
I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly
My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli
And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me, real talk
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm A1 – steaksauce
They don't ever notice when I take off
Posted in the cut like a razor
If you owe me one, I'm calling in the favor
Roll some weed, she like the flavor
She don't tell her man shit, treat the crib like it's Las Vegas
Hey
Look at my face, this is serious
Going through withdrawals, I'm delirious
So if this is rock bottom, I just wanna feel like ceilings
The glass can't be half-empty if it's spilling
Completely independent for the first time since sixteen
Living on a diet of some capped blunts and caffeine
Anyone I meet, they all say "wow, you're only 20?"
I'm the living proof that shit ain't ever easy when you chase dreams
Said I want the world, they said "don't run your mouth"
Talk 'bout moves you made in silence, but that talk is loud
If you ain't here when this shit counts, I gotta count you out
Yeah you been around, but what are you about?
I saw the way they went and took a different route
Think I was sleeping better back on Jimi's couch
Miss the days when they would pass the spliff and I would end up passing out
Now it's like I never even heard of tapping out
This the type of shit they'd never think to ask about
And now they backing out
[Hook]
She been in the city getting high and looking pretty
I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly
My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli
And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me
I don't give a fuck if you don't...
[Outro]
I've tried to kill myself five times and I'm still here
So if I can't do it, what the fuck can really kill me?
What the fuck can really kill me?
Yeah
This the...
This the epilogue
I really went from...
[Verse 1]
I really went from pill-popping
Show-stopping to cocaine
Now it's cold turkey
In my bag like the chihuahua in that hoe's Birkin
It took a year or three to realize that it's not working
Man, it's never worth it
I lost friends to make ends meet
We made money off pot, no pantry
Gotta up the ante
Young bull, when I pull up you would think it was a...
You would think it was a stampede
Saw my brother on thin ice like Bambi
You know the boys be where the bands be
You know I get in where I can't be
So I don't think they gotta understand me
I was just a youngin on the hunt for some attention when the spotlight and bad women grabbed me
Huh
Sadly
[Hook]
She been in the city getting high and looking pretty
I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly
My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli
And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me, real talk
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm A1 – steaksauce
They don't ever notice when I take off
Posted in the cut like a razor
If you owe me one, I'm calling in the favor
Roll some weed, she like the flavor
She don't tell her man shit, treat the crib like it's Las Vegas
Hey
Look at my face, this is serious
Going through withdrawals, I'm delirious
So if this is rock bottom, I just wanna feel like ceilings
The glass can't be half-empty if it's spilling
Completely independent for the first time since sixteen
Living on a diet of some capped blunts and caffeine
Anyone I meet, they all say "wow, you're only 20?"
I'm the living proof that shit ain't ever easy when you chase dreams
Said I want the world, they said "don't run your mouth"
Talk 'bout moves you made in silence, but that talk is loud
If you ain't here when this shit counts, I gotta count you out
Yeah you been around, but what are you about?
I saw the way they went and took a different route
Think I was sleeping better back on Jimi's couch
Miss the days when they would pass the spliff and I would end up passing out
Now it's like I never even heard of tapping out
This the type of shit they'd never think to ask about
And now they backing out
[Hook]
She been in the city getting high and looking pretty
I been sober at the crib like this life is nothing but chilly
My lil bro just turned seven, I'm tryna make him a milli
And saying nothing at all is the shit that make you look guilty
I don't give a fuck if you don't feel me
I don't give a fuck if you don't...
[Outro]
I've tried to kill myself five times and I'm still here
So if I can't do it, what the fuck can really kill me?
What the fuck can really kill me?