Coming Home Interlude by Wonder the Boy Lyrics

I don't care about you when I'm empty
I'm a fucking dick, but my whole brand is based on friendly
I don't really trust people, I don't really feel things
I don't really have any empathy 'bout the real things
Fuck that, I used to care about 'em
I used to care what they thought of the shit I wrote, but no
I got a show and I don't feel in control
I always gotta go, I wanna be alone
I'm on my teenage emo shit
Maybe that's because I'm still a teenage emo kid
If you don't believe I had some fucking self esteem, I did
And this career I chose is only luck and hit or miss
I'm finna be the best at this, I promise
I prefer my slow shit, that's where I'm always honest
I mean, I never lie, but liars tend to say that
I suck at goodbyes, but karma don't suck at payback
When you coming home
I don't really know
When you coming home
'Cause I can't stand being alone
How can I hold you when I can't hold it together
How can I get chill when I can't even get better
I don't feel things, I don't feel myself
I don't feel happy, but I don't need help
I mean, everybody throws up and talks their shit
I mean, everybody's closeups are cropped and shit
You know I'm easily excited by the stupidest things
I was try'na find my happiness is moving my things
They want me to fucking fly on my removeable wings
I need some sleep and medication, thinking too many things
I can't breathe, I feel stupid as hell though
So in love with you I'm scared of losing my cellphone
You're not in love with me, I can't believe that you said so
Pessimistic till my death
Sometimes I think it's coming soon
But my friends couldn't care less
I'm only focusing on you