4am Nights by Wonder the Boy Lyrics

[Verse]
Why do I feel like it's your responsibility to make me feel okay?
Why do I feel like it's your fault when you do some and it make me feel a way?
How can I make all this shit never matter again?
Make it all fall away
Why can't I stop talking 'bout it with you?
I don't want you to know my mistakes
I need to hit you up, know that you good
They talk that shit, not if they understood
But do they still miss me?
Man, are they still listening?
I say some stupid shit, I couldn't fix it yet
Emo my middle name
I'm just a bitter lame
Every time I go switching lanes
And I still just expect you to stay the same
I'm a hypocrite, right?
Fuck tryna put my pain in what I write
They say they love me
They boutta say sike
Nothing's private no more
Drop my feelings for likes
And you know how it goes, you see it in my eyes
[Outro]
Not really fine
Baby, it's fine, I'll never shine
Leave me behind, fuck my whole grind
I wanna die
4am nights, saying goodbye
I got no time
Never take sides, never remind
You weren't mine