Depression by Without Belief Lyrics

[Intro: David De La Hoz]
When I was younger I made all our memories
We were in the garden in the sun
Smiling from the heart and the calming gentle laugh

You never think the ones you love are gonna leave
And what a burden the weight of death is
It's heavier now than when it started
It's heavier now than when it started

It's heavier now than when it started
When she tried to tell me through shaken breaths
She said "Darling, I think he's dying"

[Refrain: David De La Hoz]
I still want to go with you

[Chorus: Ralph Brown]
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now you're gone and I just can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
It's tearing open a hole
You're a one way trip and I can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
[Ralph Brown]
I am sorry that I was never very good at swimming
So I'll just drown in my depression

[David De La Hoz]
You lost your strength but you never lost your heart
Telling stories from your youth
Still smiling while your body is failing you

I never thought you would die why we all watched
And what a burden the weight of death is
No matter all the years

[Refrain: Ralph Brown]
I still want to go with you

[Chorus: Ralph Brown]
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now you're gone and I just can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
It's tearing open a hole
You're a one way trip and I can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
[David De La Hoz]
There is a place behind my eyelids
I visit every night to see you smiling
I don't want to just wanna hear your voice in my head
There's not a single day I don't wish it was me instead

I swear it should have been me instead
I swear it should have been me

[Chorus: Ralph Brown]
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now you're gone and I just can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
It's tearing open a hole
You're a one way trip and I can't help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and

Can you hear me?
I really wish I could hear you say my name
Since you died I've been dead inside and
The misery makes me suffocate

Can you hear me?
I really wish I could hear you say my name
Since you died I've been dead inside and
I miss you always