Clandestine by Weigh the Anchor Lyrics

[Intro]
I'm sleeping in
With this time of year comes most of my fears
I'm feeling it
I tell myself to never run backwards

[Verse 1]
I've been thinking that it's been too hard to keep this down
But the problem is that life is too hard without it
From one night drinkin' to another one when you stuck around (You stuck around)
Can't believe my life fell apart from habits
(Habits that I couldn't break)

[Chorus]
I've been taking my time lately to come around
A part of me that likes to feel the lows
It's better than feeling
All this time spent suffering

[Verse 2]
Feels like I'm living on the outside
And as I'm looking in
My arms are paper thin
I need some time and space to pull through
If I could change the life I made
I wouldn't believe you, I wouldn't need to
Run away from the pain (It becomes exhausting)
[Chorus]
I've been taking my time lately to come around
A part of me that likes to feel the lows
It's better than feeling
All this time spent suffering

[Post-Chorus]
Are you listening?
I didn't give up, I walked away
This time in my mind
I'm screaming all the words I didn't say

[Bridge]
Dead-hearted
Right back to where we started
Because we both know that's what you really wanted
Dead-hearted
I tried to keep on fighting
I lay awake at night in this place that's haunted

[Refrain]
I'm sleeping in
With this time of year comes most of my fears
I'm feeling it
I tell myself to never run backwards
[Chorus]
I've been taking my time lately to come around
(I've been taking my time)
A part of me that likes to feel the lows
It's better than feeling
All this time spent suffering

[Post-Chorus]
Are you listening?
I didn't give up, I walked away (I walked away)
This time in my mind (Can you hear me?)