My Time by Waystray St. Lyrics

Sometimes I don’t want to get up, and live this undeserving life I call mine
So often I hate myself and what I have become
I forgot the face of love, in the midst of a dark raging sea, and he’s coming after me

I am lost just trying to be found, bound to insecurities of my heart
My head’s crowded with the thought of when will this be my last day here

If I just, end it all
Throw it away, I think I’m falling apart
I’m losing my mind in the past
Why can’t I just, let it go?

I’m sorry I could never love you the way I wanted to
I can’t forgive myself for what I put you through
Wouldn’t it be easier if I was gone? make myself disappear into the cold thin air
How bad could it be?

If I just, end it all
Throw it away, I think I’m falling apart
I’m losing my mind in the past
Why can’t I just, let it go?