Apathy for Those Left Drowning by Wastewalker Lyrics

The only consistency in this life I lead is chaos, the endless stirring tides of unbalance, pushing and pulling, the ebb and flow, drag me below as my struggling essence crashes against the rocks
Saltwater breathes in easier than the thin air of hope, upon this wavy surface as I choke
Giving up never sounded so good, when all your dreams seem like ghosts, and you're standing on a sinking ship, you pray for the day you see the coast
Have you suffered enough? I never suffer enough! You're doing something you love! I'm barely staying above! So fuck your passion fuck your pride, you gave it your best now its time to die / watch it die
Deranged, sick depraved, gluttonous for this punishment I crave, insane yet still I slave, just to breathe beneath the waves
I will not bend I will not break, I know that I have sealed my fate, I refuse to lose I will not quit the captain goes down with the ship, I live to leave a legacy before beneath the waves I slip