The Commuter by Viritual Enlightened Neural Transcendent Lyrics
[Vers 1]
The seat beside him always used to be open
But that's when she came in
How was he supposed to react?
She was the perfect thing
Daydreaming like he usually do
He dreamt about him and her talking
And as such
Their relation quickly grew
Grew so fast that it blew, didn’t know what to do
Struck me in seconds, so happy that I screwed
Her into my heart, thought for this time for sure I wouldn't walk
Under my own ladder and fuck it all up
I must've have dreamed in my dream when we talked
Cause she was giving me a special look
So in my dream dream I declared that she loved me
That’s why I gave her my book
It was a book about him, she read it a thousand times
Still she didn't manage to read between the lines
Maybe it just didn't tell enough of her dignity?
Maybe she just read between the lines literally?
No, something stung me, and I woke up from my dream
She already had another shoulder that she wanted to lean
On, Over at her stop where I would never belong
So I said “I'm out, this is the last time I ever play along”
Too late, had already become my ball and chain
Dragging me down, couldn't escape the pain
From my dreams to my spine I reached out for help
As I felt the essence of my soul drain
Don't go, I need you here to be sane
Don't go, now that I have put your picture in my frame
I can't just put a patch on a scar
I can’t sit here and watch you live your happy life from afar
[]
It can’t be true, I trusted you
Now I'm stuck here with your forehead tattoo
These feelings are so heavy it makes no sense
Nothing in this fucking world could be this dense
Maybe she didn’t mean it that way
Maybe she had more to say
Maybe she wanted me anyway
Maybe she didn't intend to use me just as an ashtray
[Verse 2]
Time had almost stopped, when would she rise and go
When was her stop, where she would leave the man
For the rest of his show
He was getting nervous, he flickered everytime she moved
It was too late to leave her now, only she could heal the wound
In my dream, she kept on talking to me, after all that was done
She didn't intend to drag me down
There still was a small chance that she wouldn't leave me after all
So I screwed in the loose screws into my heart
But deep inside I felt a lingering stress
I must make my dream come true before she reaches her nest
Before that I cannot rest
I can already feel the screws starting to rust in lack of success
The man was getting desperate, he didn’t know if he was enough
He asked the woman where she was getting off
She answered with somewhere he didn't know
But now he knew for certain what station he despised the most
Trust me, I want to be perfect
I want to be on the same ground as you
I want to be the one you select
But at this moment you are disappearing from my view
Don't move
Don't ever get off this train
I can't make it, I am actually going insane
Love me or not, just stay here, remain with me
Make me happy like you used to back in the day
If you go now, who will win this game
I can't, I have no more cards to play
Never go away
[]
Hahahaha, you never were the same
I must remove her from my brain
Trust me, I am trying the best that I can
But it doesn't matter what I do, the tumor comes back again
Don't go, I can't live with you gone
Don't go, I can't do this alone
Don't go, you, I cannot dethrone
Don't go, I don't want to be thrown away
I'll be your ashtray
[Vers 3]
Can't do it no longer, it hurts
The thought of you disappearing makes my head burst
I must end this myself before you leave me heartbroken
Must end this before you leave me here in the open
Must stop talking to you at once before you stop talking to me
Must end this now or else it will kill me instead of bleed
Must make myself understand that this is just greed
Must acknowledge that you are worth more than an infinite of me's
He apologized for doing something selfish and rude
He asked if they could stop talking for good
Kind as she was, she said if that is what you want
Then they said a last goodbye
There were no more replies
She started crying, talking about a face
But wait, does that mean she were...
She needed me, I was the reason for her tears
The wheel flipped upside down
From remorse to love, there is no going around
It is set, she cares for me
I can now live happily
She loved me
Falling down from my expectations, I woke up suddenly from my nightmare
Frightened and confused, terror ruled me, I felt abused
I will never give in again, this is no fucking bruise
This is torture, I've had enough of getting used
She didn't cry because of his face
She didn't love him after all
Of course it wasn't him, fucking disgrace
She would look at any other fucking painting on the wall
[Outro]
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I talked for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I cried myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I hated for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I loved for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
She looked at his pale face, tired of everything
The man stepped out of the train
The seat beside him always used to be open
But that's when she came in
How was he supposed to react?
She was the perfect thing
Daydreaming like he usually do
He dreamt about him and her talking
And as such
Their relation quickly grew
Grew so fast that it blew, didn’t know what to do
Struck me in seconds, so happy that I screwed
Her into my heart, thought for this time for sure I wouldn't walk
Under my own ladder and fuck it all up
I must've have dreamed in my dream when we talked
Cause she was giving me a special look
So in my dream dream I declared that she loved me
That’s why I gave her my book
It was a book about him, she read it a thousand times
Still she didn't manage to read between the lines
Maybe it just didn't tell enough of her dignity?
Maybe she just read between the lines literally?
No, something stung me, and I woke up from my dream
She already had another shoulder that she wanted to lean
On, Over at her stop where I would never belong
So I said “I'm out, this is the last time I ever play along”
Too late, had already become my ball and chain
Dragging me down, couldn't escape the pain
From my dreams to my spine I reached out for help
As I felt the essence of my soul drain
Don't go, I need you here to be sane
Don't go, now that I have put your picture in my frame
I can't just put a patch on a scar
I can’t sit here and watch you live your happy life from afar
[]
It can’t be true, I trusted you
Now I'm stuck here with your forehead tattoo
These feelings are so heavy it makes no sense
Nothing in this fucking world could be this dense
Maybe she didn’t mean it that way
Maybe she had more to say
Maybe she wanted me anyway
Maybe she didn't intend to use me just as an ashtray
[Verse 2]
Time had almost stopped, when would she rise and go
When was her stop, where she would leave the man
For the rest of his show
He was getting nervous, he flickered everytime she moved
It was too late to leave her now, only she could heal the wound
In my dream, she kept on talking to me, after all that was done
She didn't intend to drag me down
There still was a small chance that she wouldn't leave me after all
So I screwed in the loose screws into my heart
But deep inside I felt a lingering stress
I must make my dream come true before she reaches her nest
Before that I cannot rest
I can already feel the screws starting to rust in lack of success
The man was getting desperate, he didn’t know if he was enough
He asked the woman where she was getting off
She answered with somewhere he didn't know
But now he knew for certain what station he despised the most
Trust me, I want to be perfect
I want to be on the same ground as you
I want to be the one you select
But at this moment you are disappearing from my view
Don't move
Don't ever get off this train
I can't make it, I am actually going insane
Love me or not, just stay here, remain with me
Make me happy like you used to back in the day
If you go now, who will win this game
I can't, I have no more cards to play
Never go away
[]
Hahahaha, you never were the same
I must remove her from my brain
Trust me, I am trying the best that I can
But it doesn't matter what I do, the tumor comes back again
Don't go, I can't live with you gone
Don't go, I can't do this alone
Don't go, you, I cannot dethrone
Don't go, I don't want to be thrown away
I'll be your ashtray
[Vers 3]
Can't do it no longer, it hurts
The thought of you disappearing makes my head burst
I must end this myself before you leave me heartbroken
Must end this before you leave me here in the open
Must stop talking to you at once before you stop talking to me
Must end this now or else it will kill me instead of bleed
Must make myself understand that this is just greed
Must acknowledge that you are worth more than an infinite of me's
He apologized for doing something selfish and rude
He asked if they could stop talking for good
Kind as she was, she said if that is what you want
Then they said a last goodbye
There were no more replies
She started crying, talking about a face
But wait, does that mean she were...
She needed me, I was the reason for her tears
The wheel flipped upside down
From remorse to love, there is no going around
It is set, she cares for me
I can now live happily
She loved me
Falling down from my expectations, I woke up suddenly from my nightmare
Frightened and confused, terror ruled me, I felt abused
I will never give in again, this is no fucking bruise
This is torture, I've had enough of getting used
She didn't cry because of his face
She didn't love him after all
Of course it wasn't him, fucking disgrace
She would look at any other fucking painting on the wall
[Outro]
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I talked for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I cried myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I hated for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I loved for myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
I lied to myself
She looked at his pale face, tired of everything
The man stepped out of the train