Thanksgiving No Way Out by Violent Femmes Lyrics

I see no way out
I feel a closing in
Living this way, I won't live this way
Its no way to live
I am not grateful
I am hateful
I see stupid things
So I say stupid things
One thing I know I want to go
Where my heart can't hurt no more
I am not grateful
I am hateful

I am not grateful
I am painful