Death and Serenity by Villains (2) Lyrics
[Recorded message]
"Hey Dad, or Sean, I don't really know what to call you, I guess. I've been thinking of what I'd say if I ever got to talk to you. When Mom first told me you existed I was 18 and I told myself that we'd never speak, that you didn't matter. Now that you're gone I just don't know."
[Verse 1]
I want to end this, I drew my line in the sand
And now I define who I am as a man
It's time to let to, it's time to let go
I want to go back to the days
Where life wasn't dull or gray
Where I was vibrant, and alive and, had a world that I thought I could thrive in
[Recorded message]
"I wonder every day if you'd be proud of me. And I wonder how differently life would have been. I wonder if you thought of me as frequently as I do you. In the back of my head I always knew I'd want to talk to you later on in life. The possibility you wouldn't be there when that day came never even crossed my mind."
[Verse 2]
I had everything I needed, but time goes by too fast
I was never built to last, never fucking built to last
We're all spit on and beaten
And life is just a grievance
This is my finale, my ending, I've been breaking more connections than I've been mending
[Recorded message]
"It's been about a week since I learned you died. You know, it sucks, because not only do I not know a damn thing about you, but I didn't even get to go to the funeral. I know you don't feel the same since you never wanted me in your life, but I love you, Dad, and I wish you were still here. I'll see you soon."
[Outro]
Anxiety fills my chest, and lead fills my lungs
I'll put this gun to my mouth and let the last song be sung
"Hey Dad, or Sean, I don't really know what to call you, I guess. I've been thinking of what I'd say if I ever got to talk to you. When Mom first told me you existed I was 18 and I told myself that we'd never speak, that you didn't matter. Now that you're gone I just don't know."
[Verse 1]
I want to end this, I drew my line in the sand
And now I define who I am as a man
It's time to let to, it's time to let go
I want to go back to the days
Where life wasn't dull or gray
Where I was vibrant, and alive and, had a world that I thought I could thrive in
[Recorded message]
"I wonder every day if you'd be proud of me. And I wonder how differently life would have been. I wonder if you thought of me as frequently as I do you. In the back of my head I always knew I'd want to talk to you later on in life. The possibility you wouldn't be there when that day came never even crossed my mind."
[Verse 2]
I had everything I needed, but time goes by too fast
I was never built to last, never fucking built to last
We're all spit on and beaten
And life is just a grievance
This is my finale, my ending, I've been breaking more connections than I've been mending
[Recorded message]
"It's been about a week since I learned you died. You know, it sucks, because not only do I not know a damn thing about you, but I didn't even get to go to the funeral. I know you don't feel the same since you never wanted me in your life, but I love you, Dad, and I wish you were still here. I'll see you soon."
[Outro]
Anxiety fills my chest, and lead fills my lungs
I'll put this gun to my mouth and let the last song be sung