In Hatred by Victim of Deception Lyrics

I kept hitting her ugly fucking face
Pumping the hate into my fist
Destroying, raping her past
I swallow everything
I run away from the pain, I still can't feel the pleasure

I hate myself my fucking self
I will be running away from this pain for eternity
Losing my common senses, losing my skills to understand

The infection on my body is quick and strong
I can't take this pain anymore
Will this go on until I enter my coffin
Help me. Make it better. It hurts so much

You're the one that's torturing me
It's all your fault, you're the cause
I'll ruin everything that you treasure, your family your friends all of your prized possessions
After all the bullshit finished and gone, I'll burn down the fucking house that protected you

You fucking Backstabber
Let the vengance control yourself

I use up my anger and my vengeance, I stare at my bloody hands
Feeling lost and empty.The self-hatred never disappeared

What the fuck am I
Maybe I'll never know
Hating myself for not choosing a side
I spit out the pain, the pain, but it will never dissapear

The vengeance and desolation from being betrayed, controlled my body

No faith in me